YUMIKO♥由美子!

2009-05-28T22:33:00.004+08:00

Bii !!
Hehehe, this post is specially for you okay. Touched or not? I'm having a bad fever right now, but I don't care. I wanna blog about you first before I go to sleep. (: Thank's alot for coming to my house block here to passed me the medicine, I really really really appreciate it. &, thank's for the concern for this couple of week's. I hope I've made a right choice, & I hope I won't regret in the future. Thank's god, letting me have you by my side. (:

2009-05-28T04:26:00.009+08:00

I'm attached to Gerald Tay. (:
270509; 0840. <3

Today;

Went Double'O with sister's but in the end we can't go in, idiotxzs. Then we cab to sister's friend pub. Around 1am, went to eat at the nearest coffee-shop. Then we cab to another pub which is located at Orchard Plaza, it's named as 'BabyFace'. (: Then I was like real bored, those uncle playing here & there, kept disturbing me. Regret that I come today. -.-! Homed by 4.30am.

Exhausted.

2009-05-26T22:54:00.012+08:00

Today;
Meet out with Steallaaaah babydolly at Hougang mrt control station together with Kah yen at around 2.30pm. After that we bus-ed to block 113 to find those guy's. LOL. Nevermind, skip that. Then I asked Cheryl meii out, we meet at 109. Slack with Cheryl meii, her 2 friend's, Zanna & Stellaaaah. Homed by 8 plus going 9.

When I reached home, Qizhi text me saying got urgent thing's then asked me to call him. Then he said he wan't come my house here find me with one of his friend. I was like; LOL! But I just reached home only, damn exhausted so never meet. You hor, wan't find me entertain you only. Say what miss me, anyhow only. -.-! 讲好听一点 is miss me, 讲难听一点 is you wan't find people to entertain you. LOL. Okay lah, sorry didin't meet you today.

Tomorrow;
Going DOUBLE'O with sister's! Ladies night. (:

Frankly speaking;

I don't know what I really wan't.

I know tennager's in our age won't last long if we are attached, cause we are not mature enough to handle relationship.

I admit I'm scared to step in another relationship.
Perhaps, I'm afraid to get hurt once more?

Yah, I guess so....

Just now when I was walking back home, I was thinking plenty & plenty of stuff's.

I didin't even notice that a car is coming toward's me.

I was totally stunned okay!

Then I was thinking; why not just knock me down.

SO SHAG NOW A DAY'S!!

ARUGHHHH!!

2009-05-25T21:54:00.017+08:00

Joy, Stellaaaah & Me!!

Today;

Meet out with Stella first at Hougang Mrt Station at around 2 plus in the afternoon. We went to Mac to slack. Saw one of Stella's friend, Then one of hAfter that meet Joy. In the meanwhile, got alot of boy's kept pestering us. Tomorrow gonna meet them again, her friend came to took number from me. I was like; LOL! No choice, I gave him.

After that we went void-deck to slack & take ton's of picture's. Stella's friend Zanna want to meet her. So we went 113 to look for her, but those boy's kept follow us. We waited Joy but she was late. ): Then no choice Me & Stella gave them our number's.

After that Stealla went home, Me & Joy went to take bus to Hougang Mrt-Station. Then Joy went off.

Tomorrow gonna meet those guy's again. If not I hai dao Stella. Alright, shall end here.

2009-05-24T13:46:00.016+08:00

I haighlight my hair to red, MUHAHA!!

Why can't guy's be more tiong xim? *Question mark.*

2009-05-23T12:43:00.010+08:00

Stellaaaah`Babydolly & Me!!

Yesterday;
Went down to Tampines Mall to find Stellaaaah`Babydolly! Slack at Mac, around 4pm plus we went off. Chating & cam-whoring. (: We were having fun chating with each other, HAHAHA! After that went sister's salon to highlight my hair to red. Homed by 11pm plus. Sister's went home after that, saying that she saw a lady with long curly hair at 6th floor's staircase there, kept staring at her. Then I was like; LOL! Then she asked one of her friend accompany her up.

2009-05-21T23:08:00.010+08:00

Today;
Meet Huimin & her friend at Tiong Bahru Plaza with Melody at around 3.30pm. Train-ed to Marina Parade to do the photo shoot for her assignment. After that cabbed to Lim Chu Kang's cemmetry to take some picture's for her project. Ate KFC for dinner at Tiong Bahru Plaza. Home by around 8.30pm.

Tomorow meeting Stellaaaah Dolly! Joy studying, so didin't ask her along. Sad sad sad. ):

Si uncle I hate you to the max!

2009-05-20T23:47:00.024+08:00

I TELL YOU PEOPLE;
MY MOOD WASN'T VERY GOOD, HENCE DON'T PROVOKE ME.
THANK YOU.

This couple of day's I wasn't in a good mood. Sorry if I've hurt you in anyway that I don't even realising it myself. So I apologised here in advance. Sorry for those text that I've sent you yesterday, I know I'm being a little rude. Sorry.

Okay lah, I admit my temper is really bad now a day's. Mainly it's because I still can't accept the fact that grandma is gone. But, life comes & go isin't it ? (: ARUGHHHH, DAMN IT. I always thought that I'm a strong girl that can't be defeat from anything. But the fact is, I'm not. Uh uh! where's the LYNN last time? I tell you; NON-EXSIST okay! I don't know why, today's mood kinda weird. Family problem's, friendship & relationship problem's kept torturing me. What's the point kept making myself like that? It's like, I'll be mad one day.

* & Ignore my previous post, I type it for fun. *
But this thought kept stuggling in my mind.
Nah, forget it. WHO CARE'S.

* ATTENTION!!! *

QIN AI DE.
I TREAT YOU AS SISTER SO HOPE YOU STOP ASKING ME THOSE DISGUSTING STUFF'S LIKE; DO YOU MASTERBATE, DO YOU FUCK OR ARE YOU STILL VIRGIN THIS TYPE OF STUFF'S. YOU DISGUSTED ME IN SUCH A WAY OKAY. I SAID IT FOR ONE LAST TIME & I DON'T WISH TO ANSAWER ALL YOUR STUPID QUESTION'S EVER AGAIN ALRIGHT? WHAT INFLUENCE BY YOUR SISTER? I DON'T CARE, SO STOP USING IT ON ME, I DON'T TAKE THAT CAUSE IT WON'T EVER WORK ON ME. UNDERSTOOD? EVERYTIME I CHAT WITH YOU, YOU KEPT ASKING ME THOSE STUFF'S, WITHOUT FAIL YOU KNOW? I ASK YOU; YOU TREAT ME AS SISTER OR A LESBIAN PARTNER? YOU TOO HORNY OR WHAT? MAD.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

2009-05-19T20:57:00.010+08:00

Current mood: Speechless.

Tell me what exactly you wan't? IDIOTXZS. I'm still feeling unwell at the moment. What exactly am I thinking? I don't know. Feel that I'm really lost, VERY LOST. 2009 IS THE WORST YEAR I'VE HAD. So what's the point living huh? You tell me? Still, I'm thinking of leaving this world. Still thinking should I....

LEAVE ME ALONE.

2009-05-19T13:06:00.009+08:00

Yesterday;
Woke up at around 7am. Get prepared then headed off to Chua Chu kang Cemmetery to collect my grandma's ashes. Sorry Jiaxin & Stellah for not meeting you guy's, as I'm really busy at the moment, so really cmi. After that, went to uncle's house to pray for my grandma. Mom & auntie quarrelled. ): First time saw them quarrelling over small little thing's. I did stop them but it's useless. It make's me really upset. After that, went coffee-shop to eat with them, then I headed back home while the other's went to my sister's salon.

Soon after I reached home, Gerald text me. I get prepared, went down to look for him then went to my sister's salon.
9pm plus, HOME SWEET HOME.

Today;
Gonna rot at home.

Sister;
I always felt I'm well taken care of with you around. You're just like a big sister taking good care of me. However I'm disappointed by your attitude at times. I know I may make mistakes which anger you once in a while, hence I sincerely apologised here. Even when I am upset with you at times, I tried not to show my attitude to you. I know I would show to the rest of the people, but not you. I would try to tolerate and bear with it just to avoid any ways of quarrelling with you.

2009-05-17T17:20:00.014+08:00

Someone asked me to post. =x Goshh, my eyes soooo pain can. It's like swollen, red & my head kept spinning! So pain & giddy. ): I don't know why, but I kept thinking of my grandma. This few day's I've got no appettite to eat. So friend's, when you meet me out, please don't ever bother to ask me eat something to fill my empty stomach. I know you guy's are just being kind. But, I will viomit all out if someone force me to eat. I'm serious. ): Today went down to Blk 96, pray for my grandma etc. All of us cried damn badly. I won't forget the scene, DEFINITELY!!! First time cried like hell, first time saw my famliy member's so sad. It's like; I cried until my asthma is going to attack again, so I calm myself down. Just now my family & I went to Mandai, grandma is being burnt there. The feeling I think some of you have encounter before. We saw 2 butterflies 2 day's ago, they say is great-grandmother & grandma. (: But no idea should I believe it or not. Whatever it is, I hope's grandma really rest in peace. I really hope's that grandma won't sad over us, AS SHE IS REALLY A KIND GRANDMA. Tomorrow going to collect my grandma ashes with my family. ): Thank's Huimin for sending those messages to cheer me up. (: She is indeed the first person I needed the most when I'm feeling down. Sister for life kays? (:

WON'T BE POSTING OFTEN.
TAKE MUCH CARE PEOPLE'S.

GRANDMA, REST IN PEACE.

2009-05-16T23:38:00.006+08:00

14/05/09, Thursday.
My grandma announced dead at around 4.05pm in the afternoon. Received call from sister, so I rushed back home. After that Winson came awhile to retun the key, then Evon came. Before that, Mom asked me to bring the kid's home, which mean's she asked me not to see grandma today instead of tomorrow. So I was real angry & shouted at her, but I didin't mean it, cause I really wanted to see grandma. Can't because of the kid's then don't let me see grandma right? Agree with me? After much comflict, I persuaded Mom to let me go to see grandma, & she agreed. After that we went donstairs to have our dinner, then headed to Blk 96 to see grandma. Yupp, when we saw her, all of us cried damn badly. Never ever thought of my grandma will leave us, she is just 69 year's old. That day my mood wasn't very good, so didin't reply most of the sms. Sorry poeple.

15/05/09, Friday.
Woke up then went down to the funeral. Winson, Linda & Evon waiting for me to eat with them as I went upstairs to take something, but I got no mood to eat. Haish. ): After that went back to the funeral. Thank's Gerald for coming & help with those thingy, appreciate it. (: He went off at aroung 6 or 7 plus. Sorry Huimin for not meeting you today. After that Cheryl.L & one of her friend came. Then me & my family went to pray for grandma, I calm myself down but I stil cried. ):

16/05/09, Saturday.
As usual, went down to the funeral. This few day's I've got no appettite to eat. ): Then aroud 6 plus Gerald came to find me. Thank's alot. (: We saw Irene, LOL! Then I was like real panicked. After Gerald went off, we went to pray. Then burn those thingy. Can't control the tear's & cried again. ):

TOMMOROW IS THE DAY WHERE WE'RE GOING TO MANDAI.
IN CHINESE CALLED '火化' MY GRANDMA.
WILL BRING LOT'S & LOT'S OF TISSUE THERE.
HAISH, GRANDMA, TAKE LOT'S & LOT'S OF CARE.
WE WILL MISS YOU DAMN LOT'S!!!
MY RELATIVE ASKED ME NOT TO CRY TOMMOROW, AS IT IS BAD.
BUT, HOW CAN I CONTROL MY TEAR'S FROM FALLING DOWN? HAISH.

2009-05-16T22:49:00.004+08:00

Not gonna sleep today, so reply the tag's.

♥: Minako: Sad nahtagged you never reply me de ):
♥: Minako: Meimei , i miss you so mucchhh ! ): ii wanna meet you & stellahh! takecaremany! jie alweays love yous . be happy ! ADORE youa aloads >.<
REPLY JOY - Thank you sister, i love you too!

qinaide: 亲爱的! loveu. miss ya wor.
REPLY QINAIDE - Love you & miss you too! <3

huimin: hi my lao gong =D no problem...take care arh
REPLY HUIMIN - Thank you, no one can ever replace u in my heart, my forever heart-labelled.

another-passer-by: hey , u look pretty (: CHEER UP ~ life comes and go (:
REPLY PASSER-BY- Thank's for the compliment, appreciate it. (:

passer by: hey lynn srry bout ur grandma, btw, how do you edit ur pics? and u rlly look like felicia chin
REPLY PASSER BY- Thank's for the compliment. Erm, I edit my picture in Photoscape, but you have to download. You can add me up in MSN & I can help u edit if you want. (: Add me up; lynnz92@hotmail.com.

VanessaPBY!: PreviousBabe, sry urh. cant go find you to console you D:
REPLY VANESSA- It's okay, ily okay! <3

Cheryl Lor♥: WOAISINI<3foreveer my honehhbabe.Don't be sad le okayy?I lloveyousuperlots<3
REPLY CHERYL - ily too! Sorry this few days mood not that good, so didin't reply most of your sms.

KOHQIANNING :]: Ilyt (:
REPLY KOHQIANNING - Hees, meet up real soon! <3

VanessaPBY!: fine* VanessaPBY!: aiyah , it's okay laa! family problem comes first .(: you now finr right? (:
REPLY VANESSA - Yupp, thank's alot. Love yah! <3

JoyJoy: meimei , cheerups no matter what , must be happy & your grandma saw you happy she's happy ! iwannameet you sister ! LOveyou!
REPLY JOY - Thank's sister, I'm perfectly fine. (:

2009-05-15T12:17:00.005+08:00

Thank's Huimin, Gerald, Qizhi, Vincent, Vannessa, Qianning, Stella, Joy, Cheryl lor, Shermaine, Kelvin & Roy for the console.

PEOPLE, THANK'S ALOT FOR THE TAG.
When I see those tag's, I can't control myself & cried.
CAUSE I'M REALLY TOUCHED BY THE WORD'S THAT YOU'ALL SAY.
But, don't worry for me. I'M FINE! (:

& thank's in advance for those who are coming down afterward's to accompany me.

2009-05-14T19:08:00.008+08:00

Grandma, rest in peace.
I LOVE YOU.

What a bad grand-daughter I am, her face kept flashing through my mind countless time. I cried & cried & cried. Yah, I know I have to accept the fact. But it happened too sudden. It's like, grandma suddenly ''DISSAPEAR'' in my whole entire life. How how how?! I'm afraid that I might cry damn badly when I see her afterward's. God; please take good care of my grandma.

2009-05-13T17:09:00.012+08:00

These few day's kept rotting at home. So I apologise if my post is abit BORED.

Yesterday, slept at around 1 plus. Before that, I text Gerald. After that, as I felt a little hungry, then I woke up & find food to eat! LOL, sound weird huh? As I only ate 1 meal yeaterday.

Today, woke up at around 10 plus early in the morning. Da jie went out at that time, then came home again. She cooked fried rice for us! Muhaha! Then we 3 sister's really have a great time laughing our heart's out about alot of thing's while she is cooking. Was really happy today, heheheh. THEN MY WHOLE MOOD SPOILT ALL BECAUSE OF HER!!

SISTER, PLEASE CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE.

I DO TREAT YOU AS A CLOSE FRIEND, SO HOPE YOU REALLY CHERISH OUR SISTERSHIP!!

JOY HO ZI YUN; HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNIVESARY!!

2009-05-12T20:46:00.006+08:00

JOY HO ZI YUN; HAPPY 6 MONTH'S ANNIVESARY!!

我爱死你oh!!

12/11/08 till now; 12/05/09. ( It's exactly 6 month's. )

Don't you ever dare leave me uh!

6 month's of Sistership & still counting on!

JIE; I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!!

LALALA...

2009-05-12T18:45:00.006+08:00

GAME-OVER!!

2009-05-11T14:53:00.021+08:00

I usually don't go emo especially not on you anymore. So don't expect me to write an emo post for you like; "I'm so sad, will you change I really love you" etcetc. I TELL YOU BULLSHIT! I'm sure there are better girls out there for you okayokayokay? Please lah, it's time you learn to be more selfless. I'm not some little innocent puppy you think which will actually give in to you.

It's fine, no point explaining further. Everything you win alright? Everything your say okay, happy with that? I don't give a damn anymore, & don't step one good guy that alway's concern & said you really care for me. I'm not your dog, so don't expect me to do whatever you want me to do. Break all those shyt promises you want, I'm already immune to it. This is me, like it or not. I'm not like your other ah lian type of girl. I'M NOT THAT NOBLE! (:

GAME-OVER!! I SAID IT I MEANT IT! You can invite vulgarities and scold me for all you want. I basically don't give a damn about it. If I'm crazy enough to think of it, I'm crazy enough to say it.

P/s: When I see you, it made me puke.
I can go extreme if you really force me.

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你陪著我心痛
一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中其實這份愛沒停過

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛
一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
答應你我會好好過
不讓這些眼淚白流

Shermaine`Gummybear & Cheryl`Qin ai de!!
我爱死你们!!

& TOMORROW IS ME & JOY'S 6 MONTH'S ANNIVERSARY!

Happy Mother's Day!!

2009-05-10T14:28:00.022+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!!

Heheh people!

Once agian, wish all Mother a ''Happy Mother's Day!!'' (:

Today, felt kinda happy.

Why? Cause I help my sister to reveal that Devil's truth colour.

Devil, I bet you'll see this.

You play with my sister's feeling, isi't fun?

So just now I play you back, I feel VERY ENJOY too.

You know what? YOU'RE REAL FLIRT.

You told her how much you love my sister, then now you say you gonna woo me.

When you added me up in msn, I already know you're my sister's friend, just that I didin't reveal my identity.

Why? Cause I wanna play you back.

Fun isin't it?

CONTINUE TO PLAY HER & YOU'LL GET IT.

I wanna buy contact-lens!! I know you guys may be laughing hard at this. But hey, it really takes courage to insert something onto your pure, clean eyes. It is something that you must get real fast to being used to it. No idea how much time would I spend to insert that little plastic thing into my eyes. Sigh! ):

Was chating with Lynes`Laopo in MSN right now. She said she will continue to sistership till the

day she left this world. Oh my god, I'm touched can!

LYNES + LYNN = 4 YEAR'S & 5 MONTH'S OF SISTERSHIP & STILL COUNTING ON!!

The salty coffee.

2009-05-08T15:16:00.013+08:00

The salty coffee.
He met her on a party, she was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to politeness, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me back home.

Suddenly he asked the waiter: would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but, still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby?
He replied: 'When I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could felt the taste of the sea, salty and bite, just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty coffee, I will think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who still living there.'

Saying that, tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.
"A man who can tell out his homesick, he must be a man loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home," she thought.
Then she also started to talk, talked about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continue to date.
She found actually he was a man who meets all her demands: he was tolerance, kind hearted, warm, careful... He was such a good guy but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story: the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie.This was the only lie I said to you, the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt.It's hard for me to change so I just go ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have the salty coffee for my whole life since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and have you as my whole life wife, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again." Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday, someone asked her: What's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

10 things you need to know about love .
1. Love does not hurt. Physical and/or emotional abuse are not a part of love.
2. Love is not manipulative, it should not be used to get others to do what you want. You should never give in to demands based on the, "You would do it if you loved me!" tactic.
3. Love is an intense feeling of caring for another person. It can take many different forms (romantic, friendly, familial) but it is always about caring.
4. Although it is true that a big part of love is putting another person's happiness ahead of your own this never includes compromising your values or being untrue to yourself.
5. If somebody asks you to do something that you don't want to do in order to "prove" your love they do not love you the way you might think they do. When you love another person you don't ask them to sacrifice a part of themselves in the name of that love.
6. It is very easy to confuse lust for love. The true measure of romantic love is commitment and trust not physical attraction.
7. It is possible to feel romantic love for more than one person at a given time. Just think, if it is possible for you to love both of your parents at the same time why would it be impossible to feel romantic love for two people at once? Don't beat yourself up emotionally if you find yourself in this unhappy situation. But be sure to remain single and be open and honest with all parties about your feelings and confusion.
8. Sex is NOT love. Love is NOT sex. Sex can be a part of romantic love but it is never mandatory.
9. Romantic love can (and often does) fade. When it goes there is not always a reason. When somebody falls out of love with you it does not reflect upon your value as a person or your desirability.
10. Love should make you feel happy, secure and appreciated.

I told you.
I told you the day you let me go, was the day you were going to pay.
I told you the day you let me go, was the day i will never turning back.
I told you the day you let me go, was the day you made the biggest mistake of your life.
I told you the day you let me go, was the day you were going to realize you had something good, but you took it for granted.
& now who looks like the fool?

I told you the day you let me go, was the day i had enough and moved on.
I told you the day you let me go, this better be what you want.
I told you the day you let me go, that you should have learned but in the end your heart is the one who got burned.
I told you the day you let me go, don't call me down the road saying you miss me.
Because boy, you'll only have me missing you.

I told you the day you let me go, that you better treat her right, because what you had with me was just oh so tight.
I told you the day you let me go, it was over bottem line, i wasn't coming back, i'm closing the door.
I told you the day you let me go, i was over the tears, i was over the years.
&& most of all the day you let me go, was the day i got over my biggest fear of you.

So what is love?
Do you know that the best time to know yourself is when you're in LOVE?
You discover feelings you never knew you had. The heights of jealousy, passion, anger and affection. Its up to you to be a master or slave to them.
Committing into a relationship entails a lot of hard work to keep it because LOVE is an act of the will,to live for another, to give oneself to meet the needs of another. Opening your heart means making roomfor love, patience, understanding and sacrifice.
Loving a person is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it likely to remainintact but hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost. You never lose by loving.You always lose by holding back.
Is it love?.... Probably NOT if...
Assumes the other person will change to please you. Causes feelings of insecurity or jealousy,Appeared "love at first". Is easily forgotten when the other person is not around. Makes you feel "stressed out" when you're together.Consumes your life, selfish,seems to have peaked and is diminishing.Limits other friendships.Is based on partner's appearance,Is based on feelings of possessiveness,Has sexual gratification as its main goal.Pressures you to do things you don't want to and blinds you to your partner's faults.
Maybe its LOVE.... if..
Accepts the other person as he or she isBuilds trust.Started out as friendshipLasts even when distance separates you.Makes you feel relaxed and at ease with each other.Allows you to do things without your partnerMakes you place your partner's needs before your own.Gets stronger as time goes on. Allows you to have friends of both genders.Considers appearance as only part of the attraction.Recognizes the other person's individuality.Is rewarding without a sexual component.Allows you to reflect things that make you uncomfortable.Accepts your partner's fault.
So... what is love??
In the great literature of all progressive societies, love is a verb. Reactive people make it a feeling. They're driven by feelings. Hollywood has generally scripted us to believe that we are not responsible, that love is a feeling. But the Hollywood script does not describe the reality. If our feelings control our actions, it is because we have abdicated our responsibility and empowered them to do so.
Proactive people make love a verb. Love is something you do: the sacrifices you make, the giving of self, like a mother bringing a newborn into the world. If you study love, study those who sacrifice for others, even for people who offend or do not love in return. Love is a value that is actualized through loving actions. Proactive people subordinate feelings to values. Love, the feeling itself, can be recaptured.

I think too much.
What are his true feelings towards me?
Should I forget about him and just move on?
If I do, will I be happy?
He made me feel this way, but then doesn’t feel the same.
I believe he is just the stereotypical guy.
I have fallen in the trap.
I’m just naïve.
I can forget about him, but do I want to?
I say I don’t want a boyfriend, but in reality, I’m lost without one.
I cant be alone, not now.
I need someone to love me back.
It was what I was used to.
Should I learn to live without it?
Tough it out?
Or find that person who would love me just as equally?
I really need to do something with my life.
I think too much.
I have too much time to think.
He’s driving me crazy.
No one has ever done that to me.
I don’t know what to do.
I just need to stop thinking.

How can I found TRUE LOVE?
This is truly happening to me...
I was searching for love, but when I think, "his the one", theres also a mistake. When at night my question keep haunting me, do i have to find him? Can true love is find me? Is what I feel is forever? That is the question that needs a answer, but for many times I search for that is an a equivalent of a disaster.
People that I've been like become stalker, he said to are schoolmate that were couple, which is not true, I think when I'm being close to him, he think more than friends. But that is past I give him and forget him.
That is not only happened to me when searching that real love, I always feel broken, unconcious, helpless, but for all of that I fight I'm keep back to the true me.
For all of that sudden jerk that I feel, I know love has found me. To him I feel gladness, I think light is my life, he give worth life with his arm and I know one they we will meet there at HEAVEN.

I miss you.
To you, I must confess
I miss you very much!
I miss your kiss! I miss your hug!
I miss your tender touch!
Our seperation has been very diificult for me to take, for I do miss you very much.
In fact, I can’t enjoy a lonely meal ,nor music do I wish to play, for my life has lost all it’s color, with you so far away, & then there are those long , lonely nights without you.
I cope with them the only way I can - At night, I lie in bed awake , & think of all your many charms; & dream of the day when I will be back safe in your loving arms.

My first love.
Your gentle eyes and loving touch
Make me realize why I love you
A kind word sopken every day
To lift my spirits when I am blue
A breathless kiss
When you say my name
I’ll have other loves
But it will never be the same
You are my first
& perhaps my only
But to think of life without you
Leaves me feeling lonely
So for my first loveI write this poem you inspire
For I feel no other love will be as this
No other love could take me higher

Love poem.
No guy is worth your tears & when you find the one that is. He won't make you cry if you really love something, set it free. If it comes back it's yours, if not it wasn't meant to be. Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
If you Love someone, put their name in a circle but not a heart, a heart can break but a circle goes on Forever .

Believe In Love At First Sight.
There are 3 great things in this world. The first thing is for you to love someone. The second thing is for someone to Love you back & the third greatest thing is for the first and second thing to happen at the same time...

Love is like a roller coaster. Once you have completed the ride , you want to go again. Its hard to pretend you Love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone .

Hole in my heart.
My heart aches. Missing you and wanting to scream out your name. Into this vast space where we first met. This place that brought us so close. Is also what makes it so easy to separate. To lose track of you in between casual conversations & witty quips sent racing through wire. Through time and space, from heart to heart. Until One day you're no longer there and I have to face the truth. This really hurts and I really felt, because what we thought was just a game. Became ever so real and you were the one that kept me smiling. Now that you are not there to share or laugh with me to cling to at the end of a long day. When I need to reach out, this is when I feel the ache, the incredible void! This hole in my heart, that used to be filled by you.

Pain caused by you.
I hate it when you walked away from me, & left me without any words. You've hurt me so much. There's no night I never cried. Wondering why you did that, asking why you should do that. I gave you all & you gave me nothing. Hope someday this pain will heal as I live my life without you. I know soon you'll be sorry, & i promise you, I will not listen.

Thing's I want to say.
It's hard to go on in this life without you. It's hard to even breathe each day without you too. I think of u a million times in just one day & wish i could say the things i wanted to say. I wanted to tell you i love you & it will always be true & i miss u & the things that u do jokes, your laugh & ur dorkish ways. These things made me fall in love with you more each day. I would say i miss ur kiss, your hug & the way u held my hand. The way u looked at me with love and it made it hard for me to stand our little disagreements & fites that we always had. We got to know each other more. They werent always bad.I miss holding on to you when i went to bed & having those three little words always said, to tell you my feelings would take all day. These are just some things i would want to say.

Remember?
Remember when you told me, that you wanted to be with me forever. You said no one's love compared to mine, now we're not together. Remember when you told me, you felt like you had the best. I felt so special, in so many ways, you chose of out of all the rest. Remember when you told said, you couldn't make it without me. That i was your perfect girl, and how much we were meant to be. Remember when i said i loved you, and you said you loved me too. After all the things that went wrong, i believed that to be true. Remember when you told me said that you wanted me to be your Laopo. Why is it that you have one now, but just not with me. Remember when you told me, that you'd be here with me always. Why is it that months and months go by, before i get to see your precious face. Remember when i said goodbye, i never thought that it would last. But now it has been 3 long months, you've really made me apart of your past. Remember the last time i talked to you, i said i wanted u to run away.If you really want me back in your life, why am i alone here today. Remember when you asked me to forget you, I've been waiting for that day that you'll return back. But i guess that's dead, like the rest of my dreams, instead you stead with her.
(For My First Love.)

What is love?
What is love worth to one
If the other doesn’t feel the same
& what is a kiss worth to one
When the guy is hard to tame
Is it really worth to risk your heart
If the guy is already taken
Love is of great importance
A thing not easy to waken

爱上你那时爱到不像话 , 后来想尽办法忘掉。
到最好我就合上嘴巴 , 多说想对自己撒谎。
星空下说永恒 , 儿头上的吻 , 你双手将我环绕。
未来即便它 , 是一个问号 , 也能对自己炫耀。

有一句话再也都听不到。
那些过往 , 只好放在心上。
你爱我太美好, 时间会知道, 怎样去熬成动人一句话。

有一句话再也都听不到。
那些过往, 让它自己燃烧。
我爱你太美好, 时间会知道, 怎样去熬成动人一句话。
这是一中成长, 还是一种逞强。
我的寂寞很善良, 陪我到任何地方。

有一句话再也都听不到。
那些过往, 越呼吸越明亮。
我爱你太美好, 时间会知道, 怎样去熬成动人一句话。

'丽雅LiYa' Unisex Salon.

2009-05-08T13:26:00.008+08:00

'丽雅LiYa' Unisex Salon.

Blk 22, havelock road, #01-689, Singapore 160022.
( * Havelock road near Tiong Bahru Plaza, or Zouk. * )
Openin hours = 9.30am-8.30pm.

Children's cut = $5.
Men's cut = $10.
ladie's cut = $12.
Men's cut,wash & blow = $13.
Ladie's cut, wash & blow = $15.
Reborning for all hair length = $78.
Perm for all hair length = $58.
Colour for all hair length = $68.
Highlight for all hair length = $48.
Treatment for all hair length = $50.
Reborning, cut & free treatment = $108.
Colour, highlight, cut & free treatment = $98.

All chemical servies services are now in great discount! Buy our product to & you will get 10 percent discount! Valid till end of this month; 31 may 2009, Sunday. So what are you waiting for?! Hurry & come now!

If you have any enquiries, feel free to contact us.
( * Would be best if you called or messaged us before coming down. * )
Michelle = 83444328.
Winson = 81894022.

2009-05-07T19:34:00.014+08:00

Visit my Sister's blogshop! (:

Click: http://my-precious-bags.blogspot.com/

3 Bad new's for today.

First - Heard KING said that no intake for Jully.

Sencond - My da jie gave Winson my number. -.-! She alway's gave people my number without asking for my permission.

Third - Grandma in hospital, doctor told us she can't hang on any longer. ): When Mummy called me, I can heard that she is crying & she bluff us that it's tap water sound. I felt really sad.

I LOVE GRANDMA!! ):

2009-05-06T02:28:00.020+08:00

Seriously, no one can ever replace you in my heart.
My forever heart labelled.

Miss Independent say's;
♥ One day, his name just didn't make me smile anymore. Wake up little Girl, I'm sure you can do it! It just take's time. I know how you feel, I know what you wan't. Loving a person dosen't mean you have to get him/her. When you see him/her happy, & you'll feel joy & glad. But in fact, who can actually do this to youself? You'll feel kind of hurt, but no choice. I 'm just pretending, but, what for? Loving you & hiding my feelings for you for almost half a year is my greatest fear of all. Boy, I'm alway's here. I wish you happiness with all my heart. Remember, I'm still waiting for you all the time.

I love you, really do, with my whole heart.
But I had to say, let's be best friend forever.
* The first song that played in my blog right now, is something like my story. *
Listen to the lyrics attentively & you'll know what am I trying to say.

2009-05-05T18:05:00.012+08:00

Earthlings;

Ah sam being hit by that bastard friend at my sister's salon outside, hospitalized. No idea why did that bastard do this? Just now when I'm going out with sister, sister say she saw one people taking our picture from that bus-stop there. No idea isi't that bastard asked his friend do it to spot-checked on us. Guess noob poeple have noob friend. BUT REMEMBER; YOU WON'T BEAT US DOWN!!

HONEY!! <3

2009-05-04T22:54:00.023+08:00

Hello Earthlings!

Today woke up at around 10.30am cause awaked by the kid's as usual. ): After that started to online. Beside online-ing, there's really nothing much I can do. Frankling speaking, I'm a girl that can forget those unhappy stuff's easily. ( But see how serious that problem is lah. ) Beside all people know my nick huh? 'Miss Independent.' Yah, hope I'm really one. Was chating with Vincent online the whole afternoon, he bighthen's up my day! (: Wonder should I give up & give other's a chance cause you won't even care much. Blog reader's, sorry if you catch no ball. Actually I've got so much to state it here, thus I think it's long enough for me to shut them all in my heart.

Huimin`Laopo;
4 year's + 5 month's of Sistership.
I always have alot of thing's to tell you, but it seems you're really busy all the time. ): So I wrote it here, I bet you'll see it! (: Remember, don't tired youself out even if you're really busy. I know you have a tight scedule, couple of events kept coming up, but be sure to take care of your health uh? Remember to meet me once you are done with your ITE stuff's. Meet KING too! It has been awhile since we meet each other, so take out some free time for us to meet together? Girl, remember don't skip meal & drink more water daily. (: You always want to be the best out of other people, so you can't fall sick right?! Jiayou on the upcoming event, I support you all the way. If you're feeling down or something, be sure to call or text me immediately. Cause remember, I'm just 8 digit's away. (:

I AM A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL!

2009-05-03T14:47:00.040+08:00

I AM A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL!

2009-05-01T20:54:00.009+08:00

如果说; 痛快的哭一场。
是不是; 就能够变坚?
我一个人; 在悲伤的秋千上来回地摇晃。
你知道, 我为你受的伤, 到头来, 还是要自己尝。
没有流泪; 不代表不会悲伤。
受了伤; 从不对别人讲。
我知道谁都可以忘, 谁都可以放。
当脆弱变成一面墙,
我拿什么来抵挡?
如果说; 这是一次逃亡;
目的是; 没有人的地方。
面对自己, 我只好选择投降.
少受一点伤。
我只是; 想要一个肩膀。
得到的; 是你的铁心肠。
有时想想; 没有你我也一样。
大不了; 多红一次眼眶。

2009-04-30T14:21:00.014+08:00

Artist: 黃麗玲
Huang Li Ling
A-Lin

Song: 失戀無罪
Shi Lian Wu Zui
Heart Break Is Not A Crime

你說我對你緊緊跟隨,
ni shou wo dui ni jin jin gen sui,
You say I follow you (too) closely,
你覺得疲憊.
ni jue de pi lei.
(and) you're sick of it.
你一句話就,
ni yi ju hua jiu,
Your words had,
逼我撤退.
bi wo che tui.
forced me to retreat.
沒想到你說最近選擇,
mei xiang dao ni shou zui jin xuan ze,
(I) didn't expected it when you recently said,
一個人睡.
yi ge ren shui.
you want to sleep alone.
我忍住眼淚,
wo ren zhu yan lei,
I'm holding in my tears,
我尊重眼淚.
wo zun zhong yan lei.
I'm respecting my tears.

孤獨萬歲,
gu du wan sui,
Viva solitary,
失戀無罪!
shi lian wu zui!
Heart break is not a crime!
誰保證一覺醒來有人陪?
shei bao zheng yi zao xing lai you ren pei?
Who can guarantee to have someone to accompany you right when you wake up?
我對於人性早有預備,
wo dui yu ren xing zao you yu bei,
I've already been prepared for humanity,
還不算太黑.
hai bu suan tai hei.
It's not considered that dark.
獨身萬歲,
du shen wan sui,
Viva the single life,
失戀無罪!
shi lian wu zui!
Heart break is not a crime!
愛不夠愛你的人才受罪.
ai bu gou ai ni de ren cai shou zui.
Not loving the person that loves you enough is the one that suffers.
用過去悲傷換來自由,
yong guo qu bei shang huan lai zi you,
Use the past and sorrow to exchange freedom,
難道不珍貴?
nan dao bu zhen gu?
Isn't that precious?
一個人崩潰,
yi ge ren beng kui,
(I'm) crumbling alone,
不是在犯罪.
bu shi zai fan zui.
not commiting a crime.

你說我對你緊緊跟隨,
ni shou wo dui ni jin jin gen sui,
You say I follow you (too) closely,
你覺得疲憊.
ni jue de pi lei(and) you're sick of it.
你一句話就,
ni yi ju hua jiu,
Your words had,
逼我撤退.
bi wo che tui.
forced me to retreat.
沒想到你說最近選擇,
mei xiang dao ni shou zui jin xuan ze,
(I) didn't expected it when you recently said,
一個人睡.
yi ge ren shui.
you want to sleep alone.
我忍住眼淚,
wo ren zhu yan lei,
I'm holding in my tears,
我尊重眼淚.
wo zun zhong yan lei.
I'm respecting my tears.

孤獨萬歲,
gu du wan sui,
Viva solitary,
失戀無罪!
shi lian wu zui!
Heart break is not a crime!
誰保證一覺醒來有人陪?
shei bao zheng yi zao xing lai you ren pei?
Who can guarantee to have someone to accompany you right when you wake up?
我對於人性早有預備,
wo dui yu ren xing zao you yu bei,
I've already been prepared for humanity,
還不算太黑.
hai bu suan tai hei.
It's not considered that dark.
獨身萬歲,
du shen wan sui,
Viva the single life,
失戀無罪!
shi lian wu zui!
Heart break is not a crime!
愛不夠愛你的人才受罪.
ai bu gou ai ni de ren cai shou zui.
Not loving the person that loves you enough is the one that suffers.
用過去悲傷換來自由,
yong guo qu bei shang huan lai zi you,
Use the past and sorrow to exchange freedom,
難道不珍貴?
nan dao bu zhen gui?
Isn't that precious?
一個人崩潰,
yi ge ren beng kui,
(I'm) crumbling alone,
不是在犯罪.
bu shi zai fan zui.
not commiting a crime.

一個人崩潰,
yi ge ren beng kui,
(I'm) crumbling alone,
並不是在犯罪.
bing bu shi zai fan zui.
not commiting a crime.

孤獨萬歲,
gu du wan sui,
Viva solitary,
失戀無罪!
shi lian wu zui!
Heart break is not a crime!
誰保證一覺醒來有人陪?
shei bao zheng yi zao xing lai you ren pei?
Who can guarantee to have someone to accompany you right when you wake up?
我對於人性早有預備,
wo dui yu ren xing zao you yu bei,
I've already been prepared for humanity,
還不算太黑.
hai bu suan tai hei.
It's not considered that dark.

獨身萬歲,
du shen wan sui,
Viva the single life,
失戀無罪!
shi lian wu zui!
Heart break is not a crime!
愛不夠愛你的人才受罪.
ai bu gou ai ni de ren cai shou zui.
Not loving the person that loves you enough is the one that suffers.
用過去悲傷換來自由,
yong guo qu bei shang huan lai zi you,
Use the past and sorrow to exchange freedom,
難道不珍貴?
nan dao bu zhen gui?
Isn't that precious?
一個人崩潰,
yi ge ren beng kui,
(I'm) crumbling alone,
不是在犯罪.
bu shi zai fan zui.
not commiting a crime.

一個人崩潰,
yi ge ren beng kui,
(I'm) crumbling alone,
並不是在犯罪.
bing bu shi zai fan zui.
not commiting a crime.

Nothing but a heartache.

2009-04-29T19:06:00.012+08:00

Basically my heart's was feeling kinda weird the whole day. I may have seem okay about it, but frankly speaking I'm not. I got plenty of unsettled issues that was not completely explain yet. I've got so much to tell you, thus I think it's long enough for me to shut them all in my heart. Right now, I'm just too exhausted to be that spark.

Remember the times how we made a fool of ourselves in public all the while.
Noticing weird people on the streets and sharing our laughter together.
Getting amused over small little things, crying when getting left out and how united we were once?
All this is gone; Sweetpatrol is gone.
Look at how much each and everyone of us changed, how each and everyone of us go our own way?
& look at how much we'd been through together?
Looking back at those, makes my heart tear.

Post for yesterday.
28 April 2009, Tuesday.

Bring Melody to school at around 5am in the morning.
Cab to Bedok, after that Train-ed home.
At around 12.30pm, bring Darryl & Desiree to school again.
Slack at blk 30 until 5pm.
Bring Melody, Darryl & Desiree home. ( Cab )
Reached home at about 6.30pm.

Actually wanted to sleep, text Qizhi & he said go & meet him & Hubert.
So bathe, get changed, went to City-Hall to meet them at around 8pm with Melody.
Shop, ate Mac ( Thank's Hubert for treating Mac ), train-ed home at about 10pm plus.

Qizhi & Hubert;
Although my mood wasn't very good, but hang-out with you guy's do make me smile. (:
Thank's alot for the company you two GAY PARTNER! HAHAHA!!
No picture's, no mood to take.
See yah!!

2009-04-27T17:59:00.021+08:00

Post for yesterday;
Sunday, 26 April 2009.

Firstly;
I wanna wish Joy Ho Zi Yun Happy 17 Birthday!!
I love you okay!! (:

Yesterday;
Went to Katong Shopping centre with Mom, Linda, Melody & Darryl to sing K.
7.36pm, Dad joined us.
8pm, went to eat at Kopitiam.
10pm or so, HOME SWEET HOME.
Lazy to post anymore, enjoy the picture's!! (:
* ( Lazy to labelled for all the photo's, Me in red shirt. ) *

2009-04-25T16:40:00.006+08:00

It had been awhile since I felt this way. Lonely, dissapointed, sad, scared. Why am I still holding on to it? I wan't to give up, I wan't to return to the old me, MY OWN SELF. You're alway's been the one that cheer me up when I'm feeling down, you're alway's been the one that asked me to be happy, told me you'll be by my side to take care of me. Tell's me to find you to chat if there's something that trouble's me. & now, you're gone huh? I don't wan't to contact you anymore, cause I'm really trying my best to forget you. You're the first guy that I admit; I love most. You're the first guy; that really taking good care of me. You're the only guy; that I wanted the most! Haish! ): Oh well, nevermind. Guess I have to brain-wash myself! Arughh!! People; I'm sad uh. Haish. I admit; you're the first guy that I really used alot of effort to make you to like me. Nevertheless, I also wan't you to have a good impression of me. Beside I knew that you don't like those girl's that smoke or scold valgurities, so I did NONE OF THEM. Am I not good enough? Am I not a so called 'Good Girl' in your eye's uh? I bet I'm one. But I have no idea why you treat me so damn cold now a day's. Wake up LYNN, he is just a normal friend of mine. (: Someone asked me; 'What so good about him? It's like he don't even like you at all.' The moment I saw this text, I find myself real stupid & dumb. Why? Cause yupp, he don't even like me, & I'm making a fool out of myself. But who care's? I just wan't him to be by my side, or even just a NORMAL FRIEND.

~~GOODBYE;~~ MY LOVER.

2009-04-24T23:38:00.010+08:00

Time checked; 12.05pm.

Just came back from Bugis with Linda, Melody & Darryl.
Ate Mos Burger for dinner.
Actually today going sing k at Kampong Chai Chee, but Sister's not free, she got to work. ):
So we change to tomorrow instead. (:
Hais, STELLA XIAO MEII can't meet me & JOY tomorrow uh, SAD SAD. ):
No worry, we can meet after your exam yah?
You don't have to kept on say sorry de, okay? (:
Enjoy the picture's! (:

Melody & Me.

Me & Melody.

Me.

Me & Linda.

Me & Darryl.

Melody & Linda.

Me.

Melody.

Melody.

Darryl.

Was playing with the geek spectacle just now.

Melody & Darryl were wearing it & people kept laughing at us. -.-!

2009-04-24T16:40:00.008+08:00

HA HA HA.

~~I'M SO~~ HAPPY!

MAD MAD MAD.

BRAIN-WASH!!

2009-04-24T12:31:00.013+08:00

Yesterday woke up at 12.30pm, cause uncle woke me up. =.=!
After that received Sister's message saying that she is not coming home, she told me to withdraw some cash from the bank to buy some thingy from the NTUC.

Get prepared, than went Bukit Merah's NTUC with Linda, Melody & Darryl.
Cab home.

Then Mom asked us to buy her & uncle food, so we went to Redhill market.
Bring home the food for her & uncle.

After that we bus-ed 851 to Bugis.
I bought lot's of stuff kay! All thank's to my beloved da jie! :DDDD !
I bought a Tee-shirt, a short,a bag,a cap & the geek spectacle that I'm looking for long ago! Heheheh.
Ate Mac for dinner, after that continue to shop again. (:
Took some picture's only, cause Linda don't like to take photo's. DDDD: !
Saw our neightbour; Elaine working there.
She pull Linda's bag when she saw us, & Linda thought someone was trying to steal her bag. HAHAHA !!
So we chated awhile with her.
Gosh, i forgot to take picture's with her uh!
Gonna work either with Elaine or Evon soon. (:
Maybe work until July, then apply for the ITE course again.

Qizhi, will treat you 'Mos Burger' soon, don't nag at me lah, LOL. -.-!

10.05pm, HOME SWEET HOME.

Enjoy the picture's!

Me!

Me.

You turn me;

Upside down.

Me.

Me & Melody.

Me & Linda.

Me.

Me; The Ah Siao!!

Me.

I'll not let this love to become a past;

Never, I promised.

Melody; Th Ah tood!!

This is Darryl. Linda say he look's like 卢广仲!! 什么态度?! 什么态度?!

Heheheh, enough of those stupid picture's. Will be going out tonight with 2 Sister's, will upload some photo's if there's any. See yah!! (:

2009-04-22T21:15:00.010+08:00

Laughing said;

'If you wan't to be loved, you got to be worth loving. Be the flame not the moth. Chance is rare to appear on their own, we search for them, if not we create them. Sometime it don't paid off to be a nice person, remember either they beat us or we beat them. Beside people alway's say, look beyond the past, but in fact; how many people can do that?'

KELVIN LEO told me this;

& I decided to post this phrase cause it's meaninful I think.

Thank's LAUGHING!!

2009-04-22T15:29:00.015+08:00

DISSAPOINTMENT; Spell it for me.

Don't tell me those shyt's since you didin't want to put me in that special place in your heart. Was wondering why am I so dumb to believe you. All those sweet-talk's is useless to me now. SO STOP WHATEVER NONSENSE. Get it clear now?

SHIT!!

Junyang uh.

I really don't know you eh, please tell me your full name or else I won't remember you.

Nodody call me Peiqi last time, so don't try to bluff me uh.

If you're one of my friend de friend, then tell me straight lah.

What are you afraid of ? Laughs!

2009-04-22T13:26:00.019+08:00

HA HA HA.

DONE with my Blog skin, like FINALLY!

People; I'm sick uh!!

From yesterday till now, I felt real weak. ):

Then now it's like started to fever already.

Haiyoooo!!

But who care's? LOL.

But tomorrow I still must bring the kid's to school as usual. Haish!! ):

PEOPLE;

DON'T CALL/TEXT ME DUE TO PHONE SPOILT.

Thank you.

See yah! (:

I ♥ JOY & Stella.

Gonna meet them this coming saturday;

YAY!! (;

2009-04-21T20:23:00.011+08:00

20 April 2009, Monday.
Actually wanted to sleep at around 2am, before that I text Sister to asked her I can help her bring Melody to school.
Then she asked can I bring Darryl & Desiree to school too since their school is just opposite to Melody?
I agreed & I tell you, I didin't sleep at all! -.-!
Text Qizhi to chat, after that 5am waked Melody up, get prepared, cab to Bedok Green Primary School.
Then I train-ed home to cooked, get Darryl & Desiree to be prapared.
SEE?! THAT'S MY LIFE, CAN DIE I TEL YOU!!

After that I text Sister saying that I bring Melody to other place first to wait for Darryl & Desiree to dismiss from school, if not waste time & Money on cab.
Then she said: ' Thank's Sis'.
OMG uh! This is the first time she said thank you to me, weird huh?
So I think no matter how tired I'm, it's worth it. (:
My Mom said I'm stupid, she said I should not help her, cause she didin't come home for a couple of day's & leaving her kid's in our house for us to look after.

By right their school should be starting at 1pm, but I reached there at 12pm. LOL.
So sat down there & slack.
After they go to school, I fetch Melody from school & we train-ed to Tampines Mall.
Ate Mac for lunch, Chinyong text me. Then I told him I'm at Tampines Mall.
Around 3 plus or so, he came with 2 of his friend's.
Stoned at Mac, after awhile he went off with his friend's.
After that I text Qizhi, actually wanted to meet, but he didin't reply, so is okay.

After that Me & Melody train-ed back to Bedok, then Qizhi say he is going Tampines Mall now, & he asked me to go back there.
I was like; LOL?!
I'm very very very tired, whole day never sleep uh.
Like some of you said, I'm like a baby sister. -.-!

21 April 2009, Tuesday.
Today;
Slept at 12am plus, woked up at 5.30am.
Cab & bring Melody to school, 8am or so, reached home.
Didin't feel like cooking, I'm sick already. ):
Omg, have to meet Joy & Stella this saturday uh! I cannot sick duh! ):

While I'm walking back to my house block, I saw 2 bitch.
Henderson student uh, kept staring at me.
Hey Carilyn, if you happened to see my blog, go tell your friend yah?
Ask them don't be so childish, god gave them eye is not for them to stare at people.
Thank you.

When I reached home, received Sister's message.
She asked me did I bring them to school? I said I did.
She told me about some stuff's, then she said don't text her first as she is working real soon.
I did not bring Darryl & Desiree to school today.
Fetch Melody from school at 5pm, train-ed to Tampines Mall again.
Jenna text me & said she saw me at Bedok-Interchange, LOL!
8.10pm, HOME SWEET HOME.

I TELL YOU GUY'S;
If you quarrel with somebody else, you & that person's relationship will be even better than last time.
Like me & my sister, we didin't even quarrel before, just quarrelled 1 time & now our Sistership is even better. YAY!! (:
My Dad & my Mom, they don't quarrelled often, just quarrelled 1 time, & now they're really 恩爱. (:

2009-04-19T19:54:00.020+08:00

Current music: Kate Perry - Thinking of you.
Time checked; 9pm.

有很多感触从未说出口。
想找个朋友诉说我的心事; 但又害怕会控制不了我自己的情绪。
所以; 我总是选择保持沉默。

亲爱的, 让我们死在一起好吗?

那一阵只有你, 美得不像现实。

别告诉他; 我还想他, 恨总比爱容易放下。
当泪水堵住了胸口, 就让沉默, 代替所有回答。

Remember the first word's you said to me when we met for the first time, your smile attratcs me.
Remember the days' when you said you'll fetch me home from school everyday, I'm really happy.
Remember the day's when you say you'll be by my side whenever I need someone to talk to, I'm afraid that you may leave me one day.
Remember all those song's that you love's to listen, it'll always kept inside my phone & mp4.
I'll remember every single detail about you, what about you?
I'll remember those thing's that you told me, what about you?
I'll remember you've told my friend that you don't love me at all, why do you say so?
I'll remember you've told me you will just treat me as a normal friend, your word's hurt's me & I cried like nobody's business.
I know it's impossible between us, but I just couldn't make myself to give up on you.
I know it's the fact that you can't get over her, but what's the point waiting for that girl when you know she dosen't even love you at all?
I know friend's alway's told me to give up, but I don't keep their advice in my heart.
I know it's a waste of time loving you, but I just couldn't help it.
THE REASON IS; CAUSE YOU'RE TOO SPECIAL IN MY HEART.

Crying over you is a kind of childish act to me, but I have no idea why I'm doing this.
I'm listening to your favourite song's right now, where were you all along when I need you?
I miss you, really miss you very much.
Cause when I'm with him, I'm thinking of you.
So, I don't want to bluff myself that I don't love you anymore.
My heart ache, really hurt's when you told me how much you love that girl.
No choice, but to listen to what you've had to say.
Kill me, will you?
I would be glad to died in your hand than commit suiceide myself.

But don't worry uh my dear friend's, I'll get over him as soon as possible.
What's my name? Yah, call me ''MISS INDEPENDENT.'' (:
GIVE ME A LOLLIPOP & IT WILL BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY! ( Only for temporary, the sweetness that the lollipop has, really make's me feel that I'm being love. HAHAHA, weird huh? )

I'm turning the music to full blast now, I alway's do this when I want myself not to think of him.
Uh uh, not those slow song's but those techno song's.
So call's & messages won't be entertained.
I'm deaf now.
I'm not kidding, my ear hurt's.
But my heart hurt's more.
Imagine if my asthma attack's now, lack of oxygen, I really can't bear the pain.
But, compare to my heart that hurt's, it's nothing.
Stupid me.

不过; 现在我有这些好朋友陪着我, 我已经很幸福了, 对吗? (:
我的要求不会很多, 我应该感到很知足了。

2009-04-18T17:54:00.011+08:00

Alright, there's 33 photo's altogether.
Give some comment on my Tag-board after view-ing uh!
No negative comment's please!! Thank you. (:

Yesterday;
Went Bugis with Melody to meet Humin at around 4pm.
After that, we headed to Suntec City to grab a bite then we proceeded to Marina Square & we took some picture's.
About 7 plus, we went off.
We bus-ed 195 back to Tiong Bahru Plaza.
Actually wanted to go my Sister's Salon, but she said we cannot go cause of some major reasons.
So we went to Huimin's house to charged my phone & sent those photo's as my phone gone low batt.
8.55pm, we went off.
Went Tiong Bahru to buy Bubble-Tea with Melody cause she want's it. -.-!
At about 9.20pm, HOME SWEET HOME.
Oh my god! I like those picture's!!
Enjoy the picture's!

Me & Humin.

Photographer: Melody.

Me.

Photographer: Huimin.

Me.
Photographer: Huimin.

Huimin.
Photographer: Me.

Huimin.

Photographer: Me.

Huimin.

Photographer: Me.

Melody.

Photographer: Huimin.

Melody.

Photographer: Huimin.

Melody.

Photographer: Huimin.

Melody.

Photographer: Huimin.

Me & Huimin.

Photographer: Melody.

Me & Huimin.
Photographer: Melody.

Me , Melody & Huimin.
Photographer: Melody.

Me & Huimin.
Photographer: Me.

Me & Melody.
Photographer: Huimin.

Melody , Huimin & Me.
Photographer: Huimin.

Me & Huimin.
Photographer: Melody.

Me & Huimin.
Photographer: Melody.

Me & Huimin.
Photographer: Melody.

Me .
Photographer: Huimin.

Me & Huimin.
Photographer: Huimin & Me.

Me & Melody.
Photographer: Me.

Me & Melody.

Photographer: Me.

P/S : Actually, whenever I went to Suntec-City, it remind's me of you when we are together.

Kinda sad, but I know it's already over uh.

I did not love you that deep in my heart before, but I missed those day's that you were by my side, to take care of me.

Maybe I really hurt you that deep, but that's already the past.

Hope that you're doing real well now. (:

Phew! Alright, that's what I need to say.

Shall end here, Bye Earthlings!! (:

2009-04-14T20:15:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 45 BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

I should be posting yesterday, but yesterday I was damn busy uh.
So delay-ed, sorry.

Alright. Was damn happy these few day's cause me & Sister okay already. Was looking after her 4 kid's everyday uh. Frankling speaking, it's tiring but I'm still happy through. (: I have to said my sister is really understanding, laughs! She talks to me in a weird manner uh, I don't know how to put it in word's, just that I really glad to have her as my REAL BLOOD SISTER. All word's that we said to each other when we quarelled was just temporary, like those 气话 uh. But now, we're perfectly fine.

KING! JIAYOU UH! GLAD THAT QUEEN CHOOSE YOU AGAIN! HEHEHEH.

Yesterday;
I went to Tiong Bahru Plaza with Linda & Melody to buy some stuff's as it's my Mom's birthday! We went to buy present for Mom first. I bought a dress which cost me $40 over bucks for my Mom , while Linda bought a facial thingy for her, it cost about $40 over bucks too. After that went ATM to take some cash , saw Jian dong, LOL! He called my name, HAHAHA! Then we headed to NTUC , then we went 'Bengawan Solo'(Sorry if I spelled it wrongly.) to bought the cake. Around 7 plus in the evening, reached home. Prepared all the thing, after that 8 plus Mom & Auntie came home from Sister's salon. We passed her the present everything & she cut the cake. (: Although Dad is in Malaysia working, but he called my Mom & sang a Birthday Song for her, & she was really happy! Cause it's the first time Dad sang a Birthday Song for her. Guess it'll be a most memorable birthday for her. (:

There is no picture's due to my lazyness, heheheh.

2009-04-12T18:34:00.008+08:00

Today, around 3 plus in the afternoon, went Tiong Bahru Plaza with Mom, Melody & Darryl.
4 plus or so, Dad came.
Ate (Qi Ji) for lunch. (Sorry if I wrote it wrongly.)
5.5Opm , HOME SWEET HOME.
Sorry , lazy to type anymore uh.
Enjoy the picture's!

Me & Mummy !

Melody & Me !

Mummy took this picture , haiyoooo !

Me & Mummy !

Mummy & Melody !

Melody !

Darryl !

2009-04-10T21:11:00.011+08:00

Extremely exhausted!!
Just came back home from Town & Bugis with Huimin & Melody.
Today; meet Huimin at Tiong Mac outside with Melody at around 2.30pm.
Went to 7-Eleven to buy my Top-up card, after that trian-ed to Plaza sing.
Ate Mos Burger for our lunch, after that Huimin drew something regarding her ITE assignment. 5pm, went off, shopping.

Around 6.30pm, we headed off to Far-East.
Looking for my job there. TIRED UH!

8 plus, went Bugis to look for job again.
Finally, I found one in Bugis-Street.
LYNN; JIAYOU! YOU CAN DO IT! (:
Alright, enjoy the photo's!

Melody ; Emo-ing .

Melody .

Melody & Huimin .

Huimin & Melody .

Huimin .

Huimin , Me & Melody .

Are you willing ;

To walk this path with me ?

Melody & Me .

While Huimin is trying her shirt , I'm BORED !

Melody & Me .

Melody ; THE AH SIAO !

Huimin .

Melody ; THE AH LIAN !

She is afraid that I might slap her , HAHAHA !!

Huimin doing her assignment , so serious uh her look? Heheh .

2009-04-08T18:16:00.010+08:00

I will never let you fall.
Ill stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you send's me to heaven.
Cause you're my , your my , my true love , my whole heart .
Please throw that away .... Cause I'm here .... For you .
Please don't walk away.
& please tell me you'll stay .... Stay ....Use me as you will ....
Pull my strings just for thrill .
& I know I'll be okay for my skies are turning grey.

2009-04-08T14:05:00.005+08:00

Credit to JOY JOY !!

Earthlings!!

Feeling really down & sad right now. I don't know what should I do. Do you know how much I miss you? Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I hate you?! How I wished we can be like last time like we used to be. How I wished you can be by my side forever!! Guess now it's the time for me to wake up huh? I thought I've given up on you, but when I look at you in your eyes, your blog, your everything, I realised that I can't put you aside no matter what. I realised that, I really need you no matter what.

DON'T SWEET TALK TO ME LAH OKAY , GET LOST LAH !!
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED, YOU JUST WON'T HAVE ME IN YOUR HEART.
SAD.

2009-04-06T17:50:00.012+08:00

Credit to JOY JOY !!

ARUGHHH people!

It don't look as if I got dyed my hair to red ehh?

Goshhh, look's like it's totally black okay?!

2009-04-05T13:29:00.007+08:00

Jinbiao ;
Sorry for not meeting you yesterday when you say you at Henderson Court playing Basket-Ball .
Your friend there uh , so I don't feel like going .
& , you very funny uh !
You went off then forgot to take your Basket-Ball with you . -.-!
Maybe because of the heavy rain bah , so you're busy running to the shelter with your friend .
Sorry for not going down to help you to take the Basket-Ball , cause raining how can I go down then help you to keep the ball ? LOL !
Your friend very funny eh , wearing black jacket then go take the ball , like black Ninja-Turtle !
HAHAHA ! No offence uh .

Alright , here's the post about yesterday .
Meet Huimin at Tiong at around 6.30pm .
Went watson to buy the dye-hair thingy , after that went KFC to buy our dinner .
Headed to Huimin's house to dye-hair after that .
I dye red , but it's kinda look like brown uh .
Huimin dye her hair to brown cause 2 day ago she dyed her hair something like gold in colour !
But not as gold as mine last time , LOL !
Stayed at her house to chat etc .
Have great fun laughing at & there too !
Around 10.10pm , she accompanied me to the bus-stop .
Bus-ed 16 back .
10.25pm , HOME SWEET HOME !
The photo's below is when Huimin is dye-ing my hair .
Kinda look like blood uh ?
She looks like a doctor who help's a women to give birth ! OhMyGod !
I will take some picture's of my hair next time to let you guy's to take a look at it , heheh .

2009-04-03T23:24:00.006+08:00

Stella`Babydolly ;
Seriously , no word's can descibe how much I love you lah !
Without you , my life is incomplete !
Opps , sounds weird uh ?! Heheh .
Anyway , thank's for being by my side whenever I need you .
Tyvm !

Joy`Jie ;
Oh my , sister !
Promise me , not to leave me kay ?
You're just my happy pill that cheer me up whenever I'm feeling down .
I really appreciate it damn much !
ILY very much !

Huimin`Laopo ;
Girl , if you're feeling down , you can always find me yah ?
I will meet you out to have heart to heart talk , heheh .
Don't too touched uh ! HAHAHA !

Kelvin`The King ;
Hmm , thank's for the post in your blog . (:
Appreciate it damn much , you're really smart uh !
HAHAHA !!

Kelvin`Kor ;

Think I know you for about 1 year plus ?

Hmm , really sorry for the past .
Sorry for the trouble that I've cause .
Anyway , we 're still best friend yah !

Justin`Friend ;
Erm , I know you not that long , but you're a person that make my day's happy !
Thank you !!

Qizhi`Hubby ;

OMG , got nothing to write about you leh ! How uh ?!?!
LOL , later you say I thank's other people , then never thank you again .
Umm , anyway you've been a good friend all the way .
Just wanna say thank you uh .
Don't be too touched ! Heheh .

2009-04-03T10:55:00.024+08:00

Lost interest in everything .
ARUGHHH ! Damn it !!

Okay , shall blog about today .
As I'm just kidding in the previous post that saying I'm MIA-ing . * Evil laughs * (!)
Should not be studying already due to some problems , will be working .
You know how stress it is ?
Mother kept complaning & nag about my studies , both Sister's kept complaning about me .
ARUGHH ! I can went *Missing* one day I tell you !
Huimin ; just read your blog a few minutes ago , manybe everything just happened too sudden that you can't even accept the reality ?
But whatever it is , you should stay cheerful uh ?
If you need someone to talk to , you can alway's call me or give a text , then I will get to you asap .
We'll can have heart to heart talk . (:
Seriously , I'm feeling quite down now due to some stuff's that kept in my heart for quite a long time .
Perhaps I'm just too stupid uh ?
KING , STELLA`BABYDOLLY , QIZHI , THANK'S ALOT FOR THE CONCERN !
I aprreciate it alot .

* Mummy & my gan nuer ! Cute huh ? *

2009-04-02T23:10:00.016+08:00

People ! Heheh .
Alright , just went out with my beloved laopo ; Huimin , to Tiong Bahru Plaza's Mac to slack & discuss about her project .
I didin't put make up , be prepared uh , I look's ugly .
Don't viomit behind your screen uh .
I did bring my lappy there too , & we were playing like mad there sial !
Chated about alot of stuff's & taking photo's all the way .
After that , went 'Watson' to look around cause I wan't to see the dye hair thingy .
Maybe will dye my hair tomorrow ?
OH GOD PLEASE ! Tomorrow the result is out , hope it'll be a good new's !
Will be going out with Huimin tomorrow to buy my stuff's if I get into Tampines Campus .
At around 9.30pm , went off to other place to slack & chat .
We chated alot ; about studies , families , relationship's etc .
At about 10.30pm , she accompanied me to the bus-stop , bus-ed 851 back home .
10.40pm , HOME SWEET HOME .
Enjoy the retarded picture's below ! HAHAHA !
Actually there's alot more to upload , but due to my lazyness , so yupp .
Paiseh !!!

2009-04-02T12:12:00.013+08:00

Kailing ( Left ) Lynn ( Right ) .

Happy 1 year Annivesary Kailing`Precious !!

OMG , I know I look damn ugly & childish in this picture .

Stop laughing behind your screen uh , ARUGHH !

ROFL ! Took this picture last year I think so .

I post this picture just for the sake of Kailing`Precious uh .

Kailing ; do you know how much you mean to me ? Hahaha !

We meet each other because of our ex , named Ming .

Whatever it is , it's a long story .

Maybe it's fate ? Hahh .

Anyway , I LOVE YOU ZARBO !!

2009-04-02T00:36:00.004+08:00

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1 more day's !!

2009-04-01T19:51:00.009+08:00

Alright, another post for today as I've got something to say.

MY MOOD SPOILT ALL BECAUSE OF YOU ! WHAT APRIL FOOL ?! YOU TREAT ME LIKE A FOOL ?! IF YOU THINK THAT IT'S FUNNY , GO AHEAD & LAUGH !

Okay, main point.
Hey friend, don't you think that you're far too much uh? I know it's 'April Fool' today, but the joke that you've made had hurt me damn badly. You made me wondered if your mindset just stuck at the age of 3? Hey jerk, just leave me alone in the future will you? Nonsense!

2009-04-01T01:00:00.014+08:00

Babysister & Lynn .

Babysister : Hey , I think that you're kind of offended ehh .
Lynn : OH , really ? Oh well , I said what's on my mind .
Babysister : Don't you think that you've went overboard today huh ?!
Lynn : Hahh ! I don't need to treat you nice uh .
Babysister : Hey , I didin't say that you're a bitch or whatever huh ! Did I ?
Lynn : Hey friend , I didin't say you're bitch too okay !
Babysister : What's the point to post such a long chunch of word's in your blog ?
Lynn : What's the point ? Hey make it clear . My blog , my say's . Alright ?!
Babysister : & by the way , WHAT you mean by ; If next time there's people that spam you , & that person is definitely me ? You mean , a DOG ?!
Lynn : So what do you think then ?
Babysister : Well , that post in my blog was not meant for you to see .
Lynn : Ehh Babysister , not meant for me to see ? Are you sure ? If you're unhappy with me , you can alway's come straight to my face okay ? What's the point cursing me behind my back & more over , not letting me know ? Hell , childish act .
Babysister : I said it before , the post in my blog was not meant for you to see .
Lynn : Uh uh , whatever ! & Why are you inviting me back in your blog again ? Kinda weird huh Babysister ! You said it's not meant for me to see , but every single word's in your blog is writing about me . So , now how do you explain that huh ?
Babysister : So , what you want to do now ? Finding trouble with me ?!
Lynn : Oh my , I don't play with kid's uh . Get back to your Mom & cry yah ? Little baby ! It's your fault & now you blame all the fault at me . What a nuisance ?!

* I've deleted her Friendster & Msn , so stop asking me who this person is alright ?! *

2 more day's !!

2009-03-31T15:15:00.035+08:00

Hey, am I mad or what? To cry over for you like a retarded? Sometime I really wondered why am I still holding on to it, since I know that it will not fulfill at all? I blame myself for my stupidity, I blame myself for my selfishness, but I couldn't help it. I really hope that school can start real soon, so I won't kept thinking of the unhappy stuff's that happened reluctantly around me. I hope that I can adapt to the new environment in Tampines Campus as soon as possible. Michelle really hates me, she still don't acknowledge that she is being wrong. This few day's I did dream of her. In my dream, we were chating & laughing madly like we used to be. I bet you guy's know, dream is alway's the other way round to the real life . So, I felt real sad uh. ALRIGHT , LYNN , ACCEPT THE REALITY!!

Oh well , think I shall stop talking about those sad stuff uh? Alright, thank you Brother for deliver daddy's cash from his place all the way to henderson uh! I know it's quite far, but yupp, have to say thank you. Bet you people must be wondering; since it's my real Blood brother , why didin't we stay togother? Hahh! Oh well , frankling speaking, we don't stayed together as a whole family. By the way, I don't find it a need for me to state here yah? So , ask me personally if you wan't to find out more. Yupp, will use this cash to pay my ITE fees. When the result is out on the 13 April (Friday) , which is my Mom birthday , I would go shopping with my Sister's , or maybe Mom & Sis , to buy my Bag & Shoes etc.

Sign! Well, this few day's I felt really stress. Why? I can't even forget that *person* , & yet there is always people who asked me for stead continuesly. Hey friend, sorry but I have to be frank with you guy's , I don't wan't to find a boyfriend yet , cause I think that for me , I don't need a boyfriend for now. So, don't ever bother to ask me for stead again & again. If you ask me one time, & you'll get hurt by me once more, cause my answer to you will be a NO , definitely . Sorry if I hurt you guy's , I admit I'm a straight forward person , so I hereby sincerely apologise if I've hurt you without realising it myself.

Actually there's alot for me to say . But I think I shall end here , if not someone will say my post long dao see le eye will pain. -.-! By the way , no offence. See yah guy's!

3 more day's !!

2009-03-30T20:34:00.020+08:00

Babydolly ;
Thank you so much for the message that you've sent me just now .
我也爱你 , 非常爱你 , 一生一世 !

Oh My God , 4 more day's !

2009-03-29T00:28:00.062+08:00

Alright , time checked : 1.15am .
Firstly , I wanna wish ;
Stella`Babydolly Happy Birthday !!

I got the world's most happiest award , but at the same time , also the world's most saddest prize .

I supposed all good thing's must come to an end .
Unjustified assumtions , petty emmotion's .

It has been since forever I had felt ths way ....

Terribly , sucky heartache feeling .
I told myself this will be the last chance to redeem yourself anot , you are going to lose me forever . I resisted by not replying your constantly calls & messages . But eventually , I gave way to despair . These past few days , I know I've succeeded in making you detest me more by shuddering your words , shrugging my shoulders & all . But despite all this , you did not gave me up .

Sorry , it's my bad . I've been ranting about you to my friends every now & then . I shouldn't have done that . I promise this won't happen anymore . It dosen't matter what the future will be like , you just want to cherish now . Your intonation from instinct tells me that I will not believe what other people say about you ain't being true to me becase I've witnessed this myself & I know what's real & what's fake .

While on the phone , I'm trying hard to hold back the tide of sadness in me so that you won't see . I tried to thwart it , but I failed . So now I won't do anything to let you give me up but in stead I'll change to be a less petty Lynn , in order to earn more of your love .

I persister because I know a time for a change in a person that you truly love , is worth waiting . & it will happen because of you .
Are you willing to change ?

Till then , I'll love you everlastingly . I'll do anything just for the sake of you .

But this time it's different than the previous one
I will not fall
I will stand tall
I've decided on Independency
Casting every single piece of sadness aside
:) Goodnight earthlings & people who dancing right now heheh .

I miss Joy & Stella . Why ? CYRUS EH . HAHAHA !
Insert ton's of heart over here to the both of you .

2009-03-28T18:36:00.007+08:00

Oh well , life is just too boring for me . Have some problems with BabySister , I felt so bad . I don't wish this to happenned either . I've deleted her Msn & Friendster already . & we both put our Blog as private . Babysister ; let this matter rest okay , I don't wish to argue anymore . It's tiring .

2009-03-28T13:03:00.038+08:00

BabySister ;

Let us put thing's out straight okay ?

Sometime I really wondered if you really have got anmosity towards me , why not tell me right in my face rather than just blogging unintelligibly in your blog & more over , not letting me know ?

This clearly proved to me that your mindset is so devilishly baloney .

Hey Babysister , is libel is already considered an immature act .

If you think that I'm that kind of person that will copy your blogskin , let me tell you , you're absolutely wrong .

By accursing me , won't make you benefit from anything either .

I've said it once , & I don't wish to repeat it ever again .

I copied the LV skin from my sister , not you okay .

Why ? You used the LV background , then other people can't used it as their blog or friendster background ?

Let me tell you , there's thousand's & million's of people using this LV background as well !

You don't like it ? Then I'll continue to use this LV background till I'm sick & tired of it then ! (:

& the blogskin I search it myself in www.blogskin.com lah , dude !

My name is LYNN PEIQI (!)

BabySister ; Big & clear enough for you ?!

Why ? You're interested in knowing my full name uh ?

By trying to feagure out people's name just by looking at their photo's , WOW (!) , that's your interest ? Oh my ! It's kinda weird huh !

You may delete away my blog link if you like yah ?!

Oh & , why are you inviting me back in your blog uh ?

Merely because you think that I would take a look at your blogskin , isin't it ? Hahaha , funny funny funny .

& , you said that I'll go read your blog , hey what makes you think that I'll do that ?

Uh uh ! Then you're absolutely wrong .

I won't even glance at your blog post , cause I don't even read your blog .

Oh whatever , you're just wasting your own sweet time by saying me .

I won't wish to entertained you anymore , in the future .

If you're unhappy & you want to spam me , you're alway's welcome yah ?

If there's DOG that come's spamming in my blog next time , & I will know , it's definitely , you .

Cause there's only you who hate me , & nobody else .

This shows me that your mindset is so so so childish uh .

I'm so sorry , no offence anyway . Heheh .

Bitches who loved gossiping alot , oh I pity you .

Your brain cells must have died alot .

One word for you , moron (!)

It's just a small thingy , why are you making such a big fuss uh ?

Let me ask you , how are you going to survive in the society / working industry outside in the future ? * Laughs * (!)

You're still young , still got alot to learn lah . Sign sign sign !!

I won't blame you okay ? Xiao meii meii ! (:

I don't give a damn to this small little thingy , it did spoilt my mood uh .

Oh yah ! By the way , I won't MSN you hor .

If you wan't , you can talk to me personally okay ?

Xiao meii meii , bye bye ! (:

2009-03-27T14:52:00.018+08:00

Happy happy day !
Jiaxin , sorry for not meeting you today .
Frankling speaking uh , cause I'm lazy . 0,0!
Oh my god ! Me , Joy & Stella is creating a blog about ourselves .
It's regarding about our Sistership yah ! Heheh .
The blog will be post by 3 of us , we will post in that blog about how we feel about this Sistership , or those memorable thing's that happened between us .
姐妹万岁 lahs !
I swear I'll cherish this Sistership .
As I always said , we'll be Sister's till our hair turns grey !
Blog reader's , you may go visit too .
You may ask ; visit for what ?
& I will answer ; for fun lah ! -.-!
Click : http://joy-lynn-stella-tiongxim-sisters.blogspot.com/

26 March 2009 , Thursday .
Yesterday ;
Alright , actually planned to visit the library yesterday , but I stayed at home on account of the bad whether .
Sometime I was wondering , why do I have this two moron as my sister's ?
Michelle & Linda are driving me real crazy !
They just don't know how I feel .
I don't want to talk back cause , kept quarrelling won't gain anything either .
Felt like crying when they're saying me , felt like shouting back at them , felt like telling them how I feel .
But , I didin't .
They're my real blood sis , but their action didin't show that they are .
Joy & Stella are my friends , but they show concern for me more than my 2 real blood sister .
What a nuisance huh ?!
Michelle , do you acknowledge that you're been wrong ?
Oh whatever , I don't treat them as my sister anymore , I treat them as shit .
Oh yes , I got 4 real blood brothers & 1 extra real blood sister too . Surprise ?
4 real blood brothers & 3 real blood sister's ; I trust none of them .
So , don't ever mention my brother's & sister's infront of me .
Friend's are more important to me now .

I run out of the house during night time , cause I really hate my Mom to nag at me non-stop for no reason .
Joy`Jie , Kelvin`The King & Chinyong`Steady ; thanks for peii-ing chat on that day .
Kelvin`The King ; sorry for not replying you & worried you , cause my phone no batt .
Okay okay , KING the best lah hor ! 0,0

Hey , I can't account for Mom's strange behaviour .
When I reached home , she was trying to play & talk to me so nicely !
I was like , LOL ?!
It did happened lot's of time .
Mainly because she knew that I'm angry with her , then she'll try to cheer me up .
But she won't apologise to me , cause she wan't her face . 0,0
I'm soft hearted you know , I always forgive her .
What a kind daughter huh ? Heheh . *Evil laughs* !!

Alright , I admit , I'm absent-minded .
Not noticing things that are happening around me , & often forgetting things are my strong point .
I didin't even noticed that I'm such a person , as my friend's told me that .
Oh Sweeties , thank's for telling me !
Oh my , I felt so bad ! DDDD:

2009-03-25T15:16:00.032+08:00

EHH ; CHOW TIAN EN LISTEN UP !
STOP diturbing my sister lahs !
You kept calling her for hell ?!
PLEASE STOP whatever nonsense kay !!

傻瓜也许单纯的多 , 爱得没那做作 , 爱上了我不保留。
傻瓜 ; 我们都一样 , 受了伤却不投降。
相信这个他不一样 , 却又再一次受伤。
真是生在福中不知福 !

Was chating with sisters online-ing the whole day .
Yuppyyyy , they're my happy pills ! ;DDDD
Joy'`Jie ; I really hope that I can get into Tampines Campus lahs ! DDDD:
Stella`Babydolly ; don't need to say so many thank you lahs , what are sister's for ? Right ?! HAHAHA !
Hahaha . Yah , & Chinyong`Steady , CheerUp manxzs !
Glad that you feel better after telling me your troubles . (:
Good luck (!) (:

Continue ;
Boy : OMG , no lah . Suddenly think of my friend . -.-!
Girl : Then why you scold me ?!
Boy : Cause , I can't control . I'm not scolding you .
Girl : Okay , whatever . You're damn weird kay ?!
Boy : HUH ?! So sorry .
Girl : ( Walked off . )

* This is the ending , weird huh ? *
Okay , whatever .

Taggies replied .

!STELLAAAAH: Babydolly , i love you super much lah ): you're so nice to me ): no word can describe how much you're special to me man (:
OWNER REPLY STELLA`BABYDOLLY : No problem lahs , Love you ! <3
OWNER REPLY MIANKO : Jie , ily & imy too ! ):
Kailing 'Preciious: thanks precious the tagged, love ya
OWNER REPLY KAILING PRECIOUS : (L) too ! <3
kInG: alright as everyone recommend, it will be THE KING AND QUEEN
kInG: very good. king and champ. of cos the best combine u ever see. wahaha
OWNER REPLY KING : LOL , yah . Best combine of all ! 0,0!~
Xinyun'Ahxin to -.-: Lols ; she no need to step jap , she already look like . Why euu jealous arh ? No happy say la ; Humji kia ! & Pls write down ur Fking name down if euu wan spam ppl!
!STELLAAAAH: Babydolly , dont care that bastard . love you !
!STELLAAAAH: Please lah dont say people step one jap , you think you better than her uh ? oni one humji kia dun even dare to write your own name , oni know how to bark behind the com screen _I_
Joyyyyyy: EH STOP COMING HERE TO SPAM OTHER YOU'VE NOTHING TO DO UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/
OWNER REPLY XINYUN`COUPLE`HONEY ; STELLA`BABYDOLLY & JOY`JIE : Chill chill sweeties , DOG won't understand what you'all are saying , cause DOG only barked . (: As I've mention it before , I don't entertained DOG's .
-.-: dun step one jap larhs. _!_
kailing: !
kailing: Precious, tagged back
OWNER REPLY KAILING PRECIOUS : Tag back already , love ya ! (:
!STELLAAAAH: Omg , babydolly i swear i love you ALOT .
OWNER REPLY STELLA`BABYDOLLY : Babydolly !! I swear I love you more than you love me kay !! ;D
Joyyyyyy: Meiiiiiii , iloveyou damnnn muchy!
OWNER REPLY JOY`JIE : Jie !! I swear I love you more than you love me kay !! ;D

2009-03-24T14:09:00.025+08:00

OH MY OH MY ; another dog came barking around my blog .
Haiis , Sympathetic Spammer .

Kelvin , I've linked Jiamin's official fanclub , her friendster & her blog already .
Don't say I not supportive uh . *Evil laughs* !
Will support no matter what , tell her I love her , heheh .
& tell her , jiayou for the next round competition .
Jiamin is the champion for the Campus Superstar for sure ! (:
Imagine ; The`King & The`Champion ? .... OMG !
But I can't link her blog , no idea what went wrong , LOL !

Ohh lah lah !
Just apply for my ite course .
Suprisingly , there's still some slot for me ! Heheh .
Okay whatever , I applied for Digital Media Design ( Interacive Media ) in Tampines campus .
Awww ... I miss MINAKO & BABYDOLLY !~

I'm looking forward for the day 03 April , Friday ;
OhMyGod ! OhMyGod ! OhMyGod !

2009-03-23T19:02:00.009+08:00

Joy , Stella & Lynn .
My both dearest ; Joy`Jie & Stella`Babydolly !
Sister PahBuayToh ; Tiongxim sister's !
3 United as 1 ; I swear you both means alot to me .

They're my happy pills ; don't you dare snatch them away .

2009-03-22T17:15:00.009+08:00

Taggies replied .

Er zii - Mummie: Hey mummie , long time nvr contact liao how you ?
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY TENGCHIEW`ER ZII: Hmm , okok norh .
kInG: u are welcome. thx for the support ya ? OF COS KING is the MOST INTELLIGENT.
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY KING : Yah , you're . LOL !!
!STELLAAAAH: Babydolly , tagged (: love ya like the mouse love cheese (: HAHAHA .
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY BABYDOLLY : OMG , you're my happy pill lahs !!
kailing: stay pretty yarhh ily
kailing: Precious, tagged
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY KALING PRECIOUS : Thank's for the tag , you stay pretty too !
kInG: haha
kInG: hey hey. karate not good. join the KING better
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY KING : ROFL ! Mad .
Xinyun: CoupleHoney! IMY too! :] Takecare!
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY COUPLE HONEY : Heheh , Takecare too ! <3
Sean: my birthday is at 19july
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY SEAN DII : Oh , paiseh paiseh .
kailing: Precious, I love you
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY KAILING PRECIOUS : ily too ! <3
Xinyun: CoupleHoney ! Relink me!
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY COUPLE HONEY : Relinked already . (:
JOy: lastlong with your boy(:
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY JOY JIE : Hahaha , now gone le . -.-!
Xiaoxuan: Babysister! Didn't know tianen's your boyfriend ley! Lol, ha. Last long ;D
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY XIAOXUAN BABYSISTER : Hahaha , no more le lah . -.-!
★ Hengqi: relink me couple heart [:
OWNER YUMIKO REPLY HENGQI COUPLE HEART : Alright , relinked le . (:

2009-03-22T12:55:00.011+08:00

My heart felt so empty without you .

Yesterday ;
Boy : Oh girl , you look adorable today !!
Girl : LOL ?! Thank's alot for your compliment yeah . (:
Boy : Is there a possiblites that i can know you EVEN better ?
Girl : Ummm .... Sure , why not ? Everything starts off wih a friend right ?
Boy : Oh okay .
Girl : Hahh , you looks pretty cool !
Boy : Really ?!
Girl : Nope , say for fun only . ;D
Boy : ........ ( Bwg )
Girl : OhMyGod , kidding cannot uh ?
Boy : Can can can . You happy I happy loh .
Girl : LOL .
Boy : Shall we catch a movie later on ?
Girl : Not today .
Boy : Why ?
Girl : No mood .
Boy : Oh well , okay .
Girl : Why not you asked your friend out , that would be fun . (:
Boy : My friend ? You mean ?
Girl : Yah , your friend . That girl .
Boy : No no no , no thanks .
Girl : Why not ?
Boy : No mood .
Girl : HUH ?! What is it gonna do with your mood ?
Boy : Oh , nothing lah .
Girl : I catch no ball . -.-!
Boy : Kidding cannot uh ?
Girl : LOL ?! Hey !! Friend , you snatch my line . -.-!
Boy : Haha , sorry .
Girl : ........ ( Bwg )
Boy : *^@!*&^~^@&!%!^!&^@!@^!@&?!
Girl : HUH ?! WHAT THE HELL ?!

To be continued ........

Sister uh sister , 你终于想通了 !! Yah , no point crying over a guy , that's what I always told you . I always console my sister's not to cry just because of a bastard . But the fact is , me , myself , did cry over for a guy too . But nevermind , I'm LYNN PEIQI right ?! I'm always brave as most of you know , isin't it ? Joy`Jie , your words really waked me up . Thank's alot for peii-ing me all along ! Love you narh !! ♥

Now I really tried to listen more fast song rather than slow song's . Sad song's make my eyes teary . ''石欣卉'' de new song named ''爱也不爱'' , is a perfect song for those pretty girls who just break with your boyfriend . It is not a sad & slow song , it's a song that quite relaxing . The lyrics is meaningful ! (: Keep myself busy & everything will be fine . 我已经慢慢习惯没有你的日子。So just leave me alone , will you ?
Oh girl's ! Read my next post below on 20 March 2009 , Friday , to teach you how to forget a bastard !! I'm just too stupid just to cry over you , you won't know how I feel isin't it ? SO , WHAT'S THE POINT CRYING ?! Shake it off , let it go .

PAY ATTENTION PEOPLE !!!
I got real fed-up when I text those people who is in Simei Campus .Why ? Cause some of "THEM" don't even want to reply me , you know who you are . Anyway , I wanna thanks Kelvin`The King & Joy`Jie for always answering my questions when I'm in doubt . This are called REAL TRUE FRIEND OKAY ?! & not forgetting Cheryl`Ah Meii & Sean`Dii , thank's too . (: SEAN LIAN ! You gave me the wrong infomation ! ARUGHH !!

Woked up at around 10.30am in the morning , bath & get prepared . Went to Simei Campus with mummy at 2 plus in the afternoon , after that headed to Tampenis Mall . Ate Long John Silver for dinner , had alot of fun with mummy ! She's like my friend instead of mother , OhMyGod !! After that bought many Tees & accesories . 9pm , HOME SWEET HOME .

Last but not least , I wanna tell Kelvin`The King ;
Hmmm , I wanna say thank you cause you've help me alot .
Whether it's about ite's stuff or relationship thingy , you've always the first one to answer me when I'm in doubt or when I'm feeling down , console me .
Aiya whatever , just wanna say thank you haha .
As you've said , you are The King mah ! Of cause you know everthing right ?! Hees . (:
Alright , lastly I wanna say ;
Last long long with Ye Jiamin !
Tell her that I like her voice , she really can sing pretty well ! (:
I'll pray damn hard that she will not get out of Campus Superstar , cause the other contestants ain't better off than her either , right ?!
Opps ! By the way , I'm just stating the fact's , heheh .
Meet up soon . (;

Another thing , Kelvin`Ah Kor !!
Thank you very much too .
Thank's for your words , I'll remember what you've told me yeah ? No worry .
Kelvin`Ah Kor , ily ! Heheh .
Peepo , please don't get the wrong idea . -.-!

Oh goshh ! There's 2 Kelvin to thank today . -.-!

2009-03-20T20:16:00.012+08:00

Love Chops !!

It's okay to cry , for now , you're healing your emotional bruises .
However , prolonged sadness can lead to depression .
Read through my post , & I trains you to be the next warrior princess to survive the love battle fields by learning his famous karate move - chop chop over a guy .

Last christmas , you gave him your heart but thr very next day , he gave it away .

Read the ''write'' stuff .
Shouldn't you be reading romantic novels after the love has gone ?
Unless you're going to check in a nunnery after your breakup , I say rack up a collection of chick lit .
Being out of love dosen't rob you of your desire to be in love again , does it ?
A touch of fictional sweetness is harmless .
If books turn your sleeping mode on , don't force yourself ?
Try magazies instead .It's healthier yo gossip than to whine about your breakup .

Dramatise your life .
I don't mean becoming drama queen , but ''drama therapy''.
Choose the ''romance'' category , but be careful-romance has a history of tragedy .
Tear-jerking serials are big no-no ; you don't add salt to wounds .
Pick a romantic comedy starring an actor you'd love to date .
Don't rush all the episodes no matter how tempting the story develops .
An episode a day helps to keep the heartache away .
Imagine that you're dating a handsome Wu Zun everyday (on tv). Oooh la la !
At the end of the serial , you'll feel happier & romantically wholesome again .
& you won't feel guilty over your imaginary boyfriend when you meet someone you like .
After all , you didin't pi tui (split your legs) , a term popularised by the Taiwanese to define two-timing .

Practise the art of TaiJi .
Besides its other meaning , colloquially Taiji also refers to the art of ''passing the buck'' .
It takes two form a relationship , it also takes two to break one .
When the self-blaming monster awakes & beckons you to ride on the vicious cycle , your only natural defense mechanism acts to push all the blame onto a guy .
Brainwash youself - this is all because of him .Don't confront him more justification in his decision to leave you .
Be a lady .
Absolution is only a temporary measure to preserve your self-esteem while you rebuild your confidence once again .
Once you're calmer to revisit the issue , some soul searching on your part may be advised .
Otherwise , practising Taiji may backfire in your future relationships .

Play & forget .
Learn from the guys .
They all have the uniform engrossed look when they're at thier favourite gaming cafe haunts .
Once in their virtual world , they think thof nothing else but to win .
Gaming can be an effective form of post-breeakup distraction .
An army medical centre in the U.S. prescribed video games therapy works for the soldier boys , it will most certainly help broken-hearted girls to take their mind off their ex-boyfriends .
Either you concentrate or it will be game over soon .
You don't have to play what the guys enjoy ; there are games specially-designed for teen girls .
Avoid violent games .
Never treat your opponent like a punching bag ; game is not your tool for vengeance .
Anger does not make you pretty & likeable .
Round one , fight !

Spring clean your ipod .
Songs that you're been listening to together with all those karaoke favourites make your eyes teary .
You're vulnerable & have become more sensitive .
Lyrics that were once neutral to you become stirring .
Scan your ipod & single out those melancholic ballads .
Delete songs that repeatedly tell you that you can't live without him , but keep those that remind you that ''you are beautiful no matter what they say'' (2) .
A diva can either drag your spirits down or lift you up with her vocal prowess .
Rule of thumb states , lyrics but huge on dance beats''.
You can only dance to these but not sing along .
The secret to this is - what you don't understand cannot hurt you .

Hurt on facebook .
If you want to fall in love again , you have to meet new people .
In the Age of Internet , the process is quickened & simplified .
But don't entrap yourself in anonymous chat with strangers online - it's dangerous .
A safe way is to befriend your friends' lists .
Add them .
If they add you , poke them .
If someone responds , it's an indication that he likes what he sees .
You may say but I'm a girl .
Shouldn't guys poke me first ?
Wake up , girls .
This is a cyber world ; earthly rules don't apply .
Don't let the relationship thingy ruin your fun .
I'm not suggesting that you die-die must find a boyfriend there .
Everything starts from friendship .
& when a guy fancies you , don't dive into his arms immediately .
Ask around if he is Mr Right material .
(Hopefully , your friends know who you're talking about .)

Embrance idolism .
Don't take my words literally & embark on a spiritual journey .
Its is the world of celebrity idols that I'm talking about .Hollywood or Bollywood , Suria os Channel Eight - subscibe to as many movie & pop stars as you wish .
Don't be devoted to one .
Be greedy .
Whoever your replacement boyfriends are , try not to be obsessed to the extent you go wasting time & money chasing them from the airports to their hotels & their concerts & movie sets all over the world .
You're only making use of them to fill the gap until someone in real life sweeps you off your feet .
When that happens , he should take centre stage in your heart or he'd be jealous .

When your lovey-dovey world has faded , recreate a whole new world , a new fantastic point of view (3) .
Without him , you'll feel as if you're stranded on an island .
But don't rot there .
Do something .
Robinson Crusoe kept himself busy before being rescued .
Remember girls : if he leaves you in the lurch when the Titanic sinks , you can swim .

Love Dictionary !

♥ 1. Sentence modified from the 80's hit , Last Christmas by Wham .

♥ 2 . The phrase ''you are beautiful no mater what they say'' are the lyrics from the song , Beautiful by Christina Aguilera .

♥ 3. The phrase ''the new fantastic point of view'' is taken fron the song , A Whole New World from the Disney movie , Aladdin .

♥ 4 . Chop chop - quickly . It's common to hear locals say , ''let's do it chop chop'' .

♥ 5. Rot - living in despair & idle .

♥ 6 . Die-die - can't live without it .
''There's that ________ sale happening now .
Must die-die get that ________ bag'' .

2009-03-18T23:37:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY for 'APRIL BABY' IN ADVANCE !
I'm afraid that i might be busy that I can't even blog , so I wished 'APRIL BABY' a Happy Belated Birthday !

Willy`Laopa - 03 April
Vernon`Laogong - 09 April
Tian En`Sweety - 10 April
Joy`Ah jie - 27 April

Yeah , Joy`Jie , you're correct .
We don't have stead , won't die .
We don't have to depend on those bastard yeah ?
We girls must be brave to overcome this situation .
Jerome ! Stop making Joy de life so miserable lahs !
I really thought that you're a good guy that will treat her good , but who knows ....
WTH !! Get lost lahs !!
Boy's are the same , no different .

Stop asking me to last long with Tian En , he is not my stead .
& don't mention his name infront of me .
Those who know Tian En , please don't go & ask him what happened between us .
Thank you , would be appreciate .

Those people that ignore me , you ain't better off than me either .
You want to ignore me , go ahead alright .
I will just treat it as I don't have you as a friend before .

All those left are just memories .

2009-03-09T16:20:00.027+08:00

Jelousy kills = sympathetic spammer .
This goes out to you , obnoxious jackass .

Well , people knows me well knows that I don't really bother about spammers cause I'd said , they're spammer, good-for-nothing spammers . Don't ever try to spam on my tagboared cause , you don't have the right to do that , understand ? But since you've commented on my looks , I shall not dissapoint you then . In any way , I'm defending myself against your allegations too .

Sometime I really wondered if you really have got anmosity towards me , why not tell me right in my face rather than just tagging unintelligibly & more over , namelessly ? This clearly proved to me that your mindset is so devilishly baloney . Hey Boy/Girl , is libel is already considered an immature act . Nobody is perfect , neither do I . I do whatever I like , you don't even know me well enough to have the right in judging . Now whose the one not getting a life man ? In case you do not know , you are being a lifeless kiddo by doing so & making a molehill out of a mountain when it's not of your problem at all , worst still , making a mockery out of yourself . I bet that's the reason why you don't state your name down . I hit the nail on your head , don't I ? (:

I realised something , it is a motif . The previous spammer is also commenting on my looks . Oh gosh !! Firstly , I did not say that I looks pretty which I don't think so too . Oh , brush up on how to make yourself even more prettier , so that you won't get easily jealous if there's a pretty babe infront of you yeah ? That goes without saying , I gotta improve for it , never-ending . I would gladly accept any mistakes on part of my english , but you don't have to go to the extend of commenting on it . Let me tell you , you ain't better off either . S`S : Don't use 'You are very disgusting' , you use , ''You're ugly'' instead . It sounds better yeah , kid ? Learnt something new today ?

Oh & I'm looking for job urgently . I'm real busy person , unlike you . I'm not at least interested in replying such a long tags to entertain you in the future . Sadly , just once entertain you . (: Or maybe , when I've the free time to reply you damn lil shit . But I don't think so uh . (: Don't try to say things which you think that I'll go crazy just because of your comment's on me . Cause , you are not gonna be successful , gotcha ? Goodbye & ''Hopefully'' you will stay pretty which you think you will , but I don't think so . (: HAHAHA !! Who knows whether it's real ? Good night & may you dream of me every night since you loathe me so much , heheh . (:

Damn it , wasted 20 minutes of my life on this post .

2009-03-08T21:24:00.009+08:00

Was crying damn badly yesterday night like nobody's business .
Family problems can't settle , have to work cause of some financial thingy .
How I wish I could stayed at home whole day long , without having other people's negative thoughts about me outside the working industry .
Today is my worst day ever .

LYNN HAS DEAD ON THE 08 MARCH 2009 , SUNDAY .
EVERYTHING HAS GONE , NO MORE .
MY FAMILY HAS SEPERATE AS I'VE MENTION IN THE EARLIER POST , I'VE GOT NO DAD & NO SISTER .
LYNN HAS COMPLETELY DEFEAT , SHE HAS TO DEPEND ON HER OWN FROM NOW ONWARDS .
NO FRIENDS , NO FAMILY .
MICHELLE LOW ! SEE HERE ! IF YOU WAN'T TO SLAP ME , GO AHEAD ALRIGHT ?!
BUT YOU MUST REMEMBER THAT , I'LL NOT FORGIVE YOU FOREVER .
DON'T EVER HOPE THAT I'LL CALL YOU SISTER , I WON'T WANT TO SEE YOU FOREVER .
CHERYL , PLEASE DON'T ASK ANYTHING FROM MICHELLE ABOUT ME , THANK YOU .
MICHELLE LOW , DON'T WORRY . WE WILL DEPEND ON OUR OWN FROM TODAY ONWARD'S , WE DON'T NEED YOUR HELP .

I cherish those friendship , I cherish the thing that I have now . Now , everything is gone . Well , think it is time for me to be awaked . I have to depend on my own from now onwards , I need job urgently . I need to money to pay my ite fees , so I have to save up as quickly as possible . Sometime , I really feel like giving up on my studies & go to work instead . But , what can I work as without a proper ite certificate ? The answer is , can . Just that the salary for me will be very low . I don't want that , so I'll continue to study . Maybe I'll work in this year , saved up more money , next year I'll continue with my studies . Everything has changed , I will not look back , & I will not take what's not mine .

现在我什么都不要了。
我已经很累了 , 我不要再看着你的脸色过日子。
08/03/09 , 我的人生会重新开始。

2009-03-08T20:50:00.020+08:00

Tagged by Xinyun`CoupleHoney to do this quiz .

1. Beside ur lip , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?
Forhead .

2 .How do u feel when u woke up this morning ?
Tired .

3. Who was the last person u took picture with ?
Cheryl`Ah Meii .

4. Would u consider urself to be spoiled ?
Of cause not .

5. Would u ever donate blood ?
No idea .

6. Have u ever had a best friend who is a oppsite sex ?
Yes , why not ?

7. Do u wan someone to die ?
Yeah , that someone that I hate the most !!

8. What does ur last text msg say ?
By Jenna`Nuer - Poeple , save my new number !! (;

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Find job as soon as possible .

10. Do you wish someone was with u right now ?
Yeah , I need that someone here for me to lean on his shoulder when I'm feeling down .

11. What time did you go to sleep last night ?
Around 2am .

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing right now ?
I bought it from Busgis-Street with Linda .

13. Is someone on ur mind right now ?
Him ...

14. Who was the last person to text u ?
Jenna`Nuer .

15 . 10 people tagged to do this quiz :

[ Arranged in ABC order . ]

1. Chanell`Gay Partner ,
2. Cheryl`Ah Meii ,
3. Huisian`MashMallow ,
4. Joy`Ah Jie ,
5. Kailing`Precious ,
6. Qianning`Nuer ,
7. Qizhi`Hubby ,
8. Sean`Dii ,
9. Vannessa`Precious Babe ,
10. Vincent`Honey .

Enf of quiz .

2009-03-06T10:38:00.010+08:00

Joanna , Michelle [ My Da Jie ] & Ah Sam .

Back to post peepo !! Heheh .
Yesterday went to my sister's salon with Cheryl & Linda .

Before that , me & Linda bus-ed to Tiong to find Cheryl , after that we cab to havelock road .
Cheryl cut her hair & do treatment , while Linda dyed her hair . (:

After that I don't know why they kept saying me & Sam , Cheryl's fault ! She started first de !!

Then Michelle sent him my number , I was really really stunned okay !! -.-!

Chery Lian , 你给我记住 !!!

Then we kept on playing , I kept pushing Cheryl's head & she want to revenge . OhMyGod !! So scared !! [;

But I can say that we all were playing like mad yesterday . ((:

Alright , lazy to posy anymore . =/

2009-03-03T17:44:00.020+08:00

Deleted the previous post .

01 March 2009 , Sunday .
Arughh ! Feeling so moodless lahs ! Had a tiff with my mother in the evening .

02 March 2009 , Monday .
Awaked by grandpa this morning , thanks to him . !%@*@^!%!@(&(?! Cooked at around 9 plus in the morning , so that mom can eat when she returns home from work . I've cooked her favourite dishes ! ^^ After cooking , I sat infront of my lappy . Yeah , rotting .... & listen to my favourite song named '小宇 - 終于說出口' . [ If you guy's never listen before , go & listen . It's nice , trust me . (: ] Many things kept run through my mind countless times , & that's when I took a pen-knife & cut myself . It's sound foolish & silly I know . Haiis , shag ....................................... Do you know how I feel ? My heart ache , didin't felt so hurt & pain before . Slept again at around 4pm , awaked by mother at 5.30pm again . -.-! Hurt ache & cried again , sian .

03 March 2009 , Tuesday .
Woked up at 6am today . Went to pay the bills at around 12.30pm . Then cab down to sister shop to reborn my hair , FOC . (: Thank's alot Sam & Zuki for reborning my hair. <3 After reborning , do treatment . Finished at around 4.45pm . I damn tired after doing the reborning siol . -.-!After that cab down to Tanah Merah , bring Melody to visit the doctor .Online for awhile , help Qizhi`Hubby with her powerpuff girl's bligskin ! -.-!Train-ed home at 8.40pm , in the meantime , text Qizhi`Hubby & Kelvin`The King to chat . [; 10.10pm HOME SWEET HOME .

04 March 2009 , Wednesday .
Went to Bugis with Linda , homed at around 8pm . (:

2009-03-01T01:24:00.008+08:00

Ehh 'Si Qizhi' , why cannot say cannot ?
You never say you don't like cannot , how I know you don't like cannot ?
Idiot lahs you !
I just simply loves to say 'CANNOT' !! :D
What can you do ? LOL .
Think my blog reader's also don't know what are you trying to say .
I type this I also wan't to laugh out le , you idiot !! (;

I'm gonna share with you guy's what I ate today . I ate 2 plate of fried rice in the afternoon , 1 beef burger & half of a fish burger , 2 small fries & a medium ice-milo in the evening , my sister bought it at Tiong Bahru Plaza's Burger-King . My mother kept on forcing me to eat , she said I don't look nice when I'm skinny . ROFL ! I'm gonna be fat in no time !! =/

2009-02-28T19:16:00.004+08:00

小宇 - 終于說出口

你終于說出口
其實你早就已經不愛我
為什么要低著頭
你知道這玩笑騙不倒我
可是這不是玩笑
是要逃避你離開我的理由

我還能做什么
你已經不愛我
我一直都愛著你難道這還不夠

我還要做什么
你才不離開我
我知道你已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我

我終于也說出口
其實很愛你但從沒認真說過
过去是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中
不要問我為什么
因為愛你這就是我的理由

我還能做什么
你已經不愛我
我一直都愛著你
難道這還不夠

我還要做什么
你才不離開
我我知道你已無心再繼續看著我

沒什么需要被原諒
我笑得有些牽強
你知道我總是能夠假裝不難過
Oh 不想看你那么累
多希望再給我機會
顫抖著我的手
握住的只是風

我還能做什么
你已經不愛我
我一直都愛著你
難道這還不夠

我還要做什么
你才不離開我
我知道你已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我

2009-02-27T15:35:00.039+08:00

They were laughing merily ...
'' As this fairytale goes on , the Prince & the Princess live happily ever after ... ''
I guess this will only exist in the fairytale ehh ?

Sounds weird huh ? Heheh . I always had so many things on my mind before I wanted to post . But when I log-in my blogger , all the thoughts seems to have disappeared . So I always have to blog for almost 1 hour to regained my memory . Arughh ! Damn it !! My memory sux . If you're my friend , you should be reading this post without missing a single word . This post gonna be a super long one . Guess you guy's can see how shag I'am ? Cause I'll only post a super duper long post if I'm moody . Blog reader's , happy reading . (:

Alright , another moodless day spent yesterday . Was rotting full whole day at home to online , spring-cleaning my whole house . I might bored to tears ! My grandma looks so sick , her health was deteriorated . Miraculously , sister found her hairstylist ! Heheh . So I told this appalling news to mummy . Hmms , I think you should not open Salon at this point of time , cause I think somehow the time is not right ehh . Don't get angry with me , i was merely making a suggestion . =/ Alright , I have many thoughts yesterday night while I'm watching television alone . I'm always stressed about many stuffs . D; I'm not an obedient girl in mummy's eyes already , I confessed . Mummy , I'm so sorry to make you dissapointed yeahs . I'm determined to win , almost everything . I've tried my best , really trying my best to get back your heart . But it's useless I know . I didin't do it deliberately , it was an accident . I hope you'd understand . Was chatting with some people on the MSN yesterday . Thanks for the people who console me for whole night long , hahh . Ehh please , do I look so useless in your heart ? LOL . 我没有你想像中那么脆弱好不好 ?! (; Evon told me something yesterday . She's an ass , really ! Heheh . The time now is 7.40am . Yes , no doubt , it's early in the morning . Applaused to my mom please ! She woke me up early in the morning at around 5.30am just to lock the door for her . -.-! She's working right now , good luck to her . (;

People always asked me , you still can't get over your ex ? & my answer to them is , no idea . Maybe yes , maybe not ? Kinda feel like delete away his blog link , so that I won't get to click on his link whenever I log-in my blogger . Should I , or not ? Nahs . Guess I might be 'A little too not over you' .

爱上你那时爱到不像话 , 后来想尽办法忘掉。
到最好我就合上嘴巴 , 多说想对自己撒谎。
星空下说永恒 , 儿头上的吻 , 你双手将我环绕。
未来即便它 , 是一个问号 , 也能对自己炫耀。

有一句话再也都听不到。
那些过往 , 只好放在心上。
你爱我太美好 , 时间会知道 , 怎样去熬成动人一句话。

有一句话再也都听不到。
那些过往 , 让它自己燃烧。
我爱你太美好 , 时间会知道 , 怎样去熬成动人一句话。

这是一中成长 , 还是一种逞强。
我的寂寞很善良 , 陪我到任何地方。

有一句话再也都听不到。
那些过往 , 越呼吸越明亮。
我爱你太美好 , 时间会知道 , 怎样去熬成动人一句话。

Lastly , i wanna wish kailing`Precious will be sucessful with her operation .
& Qizhi `Hubby , good luck for today too . Don't say I always curse you lah hor ! Laughs . I'm afraid that you might find me if you're dead . Heheh . :x

New gan's for today ! Xinyun`CoupleHoney ! <3 Sister's since 27/02/09 !

2009-02-27T14:34:00.009+08:00

New gan's for today !

Xinyun`CoupleHoney ! <3

Sister's since 27/02/09 !

2009-02-26T02:44:00.019+08:00

I thought I have given up on you ?
为什么看着你和你女朋友的时候 , 我心还是会感觉到酸酸的 ?
Maybe I really haven't given up on you completely .
I've no idea either .

Nahs , life still have to move on isin't it ? Heheh . (;
Think back on our relationship last time , sometime I'll think that I've choosen a wrong path .
What would I be doing right now if I had never met you before ?
I might be more cheerful or happy I guess .
Cause it's a wrong decision that I've made , this makes me even more regret .
Once the chance is gone , it may gone forever .
I always advised my friends who are much younger than me to study hard without regretting in the future .
Time flies , you cannot rewind the time or whatever .
So , you have to cherish what you have now before you lose them .
You may think that I'm weird to write all those thingy on my blog , but it's my thoughts .

You're still the same , don't even know how to take good care of yourself . D;
Hope you last long with your current stead .
Good luck & Take cares . (;

I realised that I always get EMO easily when it comes to night time .
The time now is 3.40am , & yet I'm blogging .

♥ 爱上你是我一生中 , 最大的幸福。

2009-02-25T23:30:00.016+08:00

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2009-02-25T16:16:00.003+08:00

Heheh ! XIAO QIZHI ! Served you right lahs .
Ask you come my sister salon cut hair you don't want . Laughs .

I'm still struggling on my ite stuff .
Alright , now I have some course in my mind already .
Let's take a look .

1. Digital Media Design [ Interactive Media ]
ITE College Central [ Tampines Campus ]
ITE College West [ Ang Mo Kio Capmus ]

2. Digital Media Design [ Digital Video Effects ]
ITE College Central [Tampines Capmus ]

3. Digital Animation
ITE College Central [Tampines Campus ]

4. Product Design
ITE College Central [ Bishan Campus ]

5. Hair Fashion & Design
ITE College East [ Simei Campus ]

Should I choose 'Hair Fashion & Design' in 'Simei Campus' ?
Cause I can help out in my sister's salon .
Or should I choose 'Product Design' in 'Bishan Campus' again ?
Haiis , still stuggling .
But most probably I will choose 'Digital Media Design [ Interactive Media ]' in 'Tampines Campus' .

2009-02-25T01:52:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday Xiao Qizhi !!
Today is your 19th Birthday .
OhMyGod !! You are getting older le .
Ah pek !! [;

Went to Liya salon just now , have so much fun playing there . Heheh .
Applaused to my mummy , she made us laugh like mad please .
She cut my hair !!
I was like ?!?! Stop it !! ROFL !
But overall , still not bad ehh .
Then she help me to straighten my hair , HAHAHA !
Actually wanted to reborn & dye my hair , but the hairatylist didin't turn up today . RWAR !!
OhMyGod !! I want to dye red , heheh .
Michelle want me to dye my hair all red .
I was like LOL ?! No thanks .
I prefer dye abit only , few stripes of my hair will look better .
So I told her I don't want .
Recall about last time , think is 2 years ago .
Michelle dye my hair all gold in colour .
When I look in the mirror , I was shouted like a mad . =/
& when I meet Huimin that time , she got shock too . -.-!
All thanks to my sister .
So now , I'd better don't let her touch my hair . :D

OhMyGod !! I look damn skinny in my Blog Picture . =/

2009-02-24T17:45:00.005+08:00

Taken at '丽雅' Salon .

Imy Vannessa Precious`Babe . [;

Ehh , currently still at '丽雅' Salon .
Mother help me to straighthen my hair using the straightener , damn straight can ?!
ISuperLoveMyHair !! <3 HAHAHA !!
Maybe going to reborn afterwards . (;

2009-02-24T16:03:00.011+08:00

Taken at '丽雅' Salon .

23 February 2009 , Monday .

Woke up at 12.30pm in the morning , called Chinyong to chat for awhile .

Went Bukit Merah to pay the bills at around 2 or 3 plus , can't really remember the time .

Went home , online until like 7 plus .

Then went to Tiong Bahru's NTUC with Sister to buy some thingy .

After that went to LiYa Salon , help out with the poster's & gave her some comment's about it .
Slack & chat awhile , after that reached home at 12.30am .
Lazy to online .

Feeling so weak , headache , asthma again .

Who is going to share my pain ?

5.30am , In my dream land .

'丽雅' Salon .

'丽雅' Salon . { Opps !! This is Bee Bee , heheh . [; }

2009-02-22T22:17:00.013+08:00

Alright , today woke up at around 4pm in the afternoon .
Damn weird huh ?
Usually I'll wake up before 11am , but today ...
Guess I might be suffering from sleeping disorder , heheh .
Lying in bed , waiting for sleep to come can be a bit like spending the night in a slow-motion hell .
The clock seems not to move , each environmental sound , from a dripping faucet to the dog snoring at the foot of the bed , seems amplified , and insignificant daytime events can take on a menacing life of their own .
Oh damn it , why am I talking nonsense at this point of time ?
I should be sleeping soundly for now & dream of him , heheh .
Uh uh , what am I saying here again ? LOL .

I'm happily attached to him , everyday seems so meaningful with him by my side .
I promised not to leave you no matter what . (:
2 more day's to your birthday ! Laughs .
Happy Belated Birthday in advance . [;
As usual , had some conflicts between me & my mother .
Nah , I don't have to care much , since she like to accursed me for no reason .

6 more days's to the openning of the Salon !
Hahh , feel so excited ehh .
Will be helping Kailing to asked Michelle something , hope I won't forget what I've promised her , LOL .
Rebrorning will be free for me , ohh goshhh !!
I deserved it right ? Ah jie !! Heheh .

I've learnt how to forgive & forget .
Due to many things that happened , I know life is like a story , playing our role is our own responsibility .
We shouldn't get piss-off so easily without knowing the facts .
Life is short , we should always cherish each other before we loss them .
我正在努力学习怎样让我的脾气不要那么暴躁。
That's what I need to learn for now , before thing goes worst .
Sometime I can't even handle my own problems well , I felt so useless duh .
Awww ... but nevermind , I'll try .

I know my blog is always flooded with words .
I promised , next time there'll be more picture's to upload .
No school , life seems alot boring ehh .
By the way , I'll be attending school in Simei Campus from April onwards , that's when I'll be post more about ITE's life .
Then maybe my blog will have more thing's to write about , maybe not .
Ehh ... New gans for today , Vannessa`Precious Babe .

Awww ... My bed is calling me . ;D
The time now is 1.45am , Oyasuminasai blog reader's .

I miss those day's .

2009-02-22T01:27:00.009+08:00

This post will be flooded with words .
The time now is about 2.10am , & yet I'm blogging right now .

Maybe I have to find a job asap instead of studying . Everyone in this house disagreed me to get into ITE , they want me to find a stable job to support this family , & of cause , I want to study instead of working in this industry . There's all kinds of people out there , where by I didin't even met before .

Suddenly I got a urge to tell you people about how I feel this couple of days . Heard from mom that this few days her mood wasn't very good . I knew that , cause I can somehow see or feel it . Sister quarrelled with sis-in-law non-stop , & dad quarelled with mom 2 days ago . It seems weird , cause dad & mom won't qurrell even if it's a serious matter .
This makes me even more worried .

Next , is my grandma . Whenever I saw her , I really felt pity for her . She can't even walk or sit up straight . We have to feed her , clear her feaces or whatever for like every 1 hour ? Currently , she is staying at my house .

My mom always complian that I can't even look after grandma properly . My sister always said that I don't even know how to look after her kids properly . Can anybody tell me , what thing goes wrong ? By accursing me , won't make you guy's benefit from anything .

Now a days those kids around my age , will be hanging around Town area or hang out with friends to other place to have fun . What about me ?! I always stayed at home , obeying my parent , helped out with the housework etc . I asked you guy's , am I not obedient enough ?

Sometime I really think that this house is not mine . It's only a thing called 'house' , no family or whatever . Dad didin't returns home , I hate him when each day past by . This house is started to seperate already .

While I'm blogging , I tried to hold my tears to roll down from my cheeks . As I always told myself , I need to learn to be brave .

Any one wants to rent me a room ?

I'm tired .

Really sick & tired of all this shit .
I really want to get out of this bloody place asap , I'm serious .

I miss those day's .

2009-02-21T19:57:00.012+08:00

Me & Melody !!

Idiot both of us !!

Woke up at around 7.30am in the morning .
Went to East Point Mall with Linda & Melody only , cause Cheryl can't make it today .
We went there cause Linda want to attend the 'S.H.E 签唱会' .
Chinyong , Joy & Kelvin can't come out today too , sad sad . );
When I went to the toilet , there's a girl damn ah lian can ?!
She knock the toilet door so damn hard , she was like tring to act lian infront of me .
Kept diao me , I was like , did I offended you ?
LOL , then I give her buay song de face , I walk off .

Wow !! Many people !!

Saw that ? S.H.E , LOL .

I find myself getting more & more unreasonable sometimes .
I don't know what happened , maybe I really need to change my attitude asap .

Jiaming , CheerUp please .
You can find a better girl than me alrights ?
Don't forget , we're still friend .
Alway's remember that , Friend's for life kays ? (:

21/02/09 ; 12am <3

2009-02-21T00:42:00.003+08:00

21/02/09 ; 12am <3

Boy , you're so loved by me .

I'll not leave you no matter what . (:

2009-02-20T19:47:00.001+08:00

Something happened yesterday .
Shall not mention , cause it's a long story .
Asked me if you guy's are curious .

Tomorrow going East Point Mall with Cheryl , Linda & Melody . (:

No EverLasting Love .

2009-02-19T09:52:00.034+08:00

Due to many things that happened , now I've realised that , No EverLasting Love .
So don't bother to ask me for stead again , cause I think it's a waste of my time .
Friends are more precious to me .

& Raymond , don't act as if you're clever please .
I didin't ask you to entertained me , it's just simple message .
How weird can it be huh ?
I don't need your unneccesary comment please .
You'd better keep the comment to yourself .
One bloody word for you , Jerk !!
There is only this word that I can describe you .
Not happy with me ? Come straight to my face .
Thank you .

Saw Sister & Jie fu quarrel about little things again .
As I have just said , No EverLasting Love .
I don't think this time they can be back to normal like last time .
Cause this time , I can see that they really mean what they said .
Hopefully they'll stop the quarrel asap .

Yesterday , I was feeling very down .
My heart hurt's for no reason .
I really don't know what happen to me .
& When I'm feeling moody , Raymond still sent those message to provoked me ?
Oh I'm so sorry , you deserved what I've told you yesterday .
& I just simply loves to say this to you Bastard ; 'No Offence' !!

Kelvin`Kor , why do you sent me this message ?
But I know you're just being kind to told me all this .
I bet you don't know this will happen , so I won't blame you .
I'm just being kind to forward these messages to my friend , & yet end up all saying me lame .
Just that , you have to send the message in a more polite way .
If not people will think that you're making a nuisance out of them .

By not choosing to Believe me ,

I'd rather you Kill me .

2009-02-18T17:05:00.004+08:00

10 more day's to the opening of the Salon !!

I'm happy , very happy .

Don't worry for me guy's . (;
LOVE .

Was helping Jiaming to create his blog , it's like 2 day ago ?

The blogskin is exactly same as Chinyong , LOL .

I admit I'm lazy . =/

Alright , I've been staying at my sis house for about 3 weeks already .

The kid's damn noisy can ?!

Salon openning soon !!

2009-02-15T21:21:00.007+08:00

Salon openning soon , including Manicure !! Remember must support !!

The salon named '丽雅' .

The shop is located at 'Havelock Road' , Blk 22 , #01-689 , Singapore 160022 .

It will be open from 01/03/09 , Sunday onwards .

I will be helping out on that day , together with my Sister .
There's a main purpose why my sister want to open that salon .
Cause she want to save money & buy a 'Condo' for us .
OhMyGod !! When I heared that , I'm soooo touch-ed can ?!

Michelle`Jie , hope you saw this post .
I want to tell you that , thanks for the things you've done for this family .
We really appreciate .
I don't know how to tell you in person , so I wrote it here .
Hopefully you will saw this , but I doubt you will . (:
ILOVEYOU although sometime you are really unreasonable .
I remember what's your dream , & now you have somehow reaching your goal nearer .
I will always support you & help you out for the next 5 years .
As you have told me , 5 years later , you'll do something meaningful .
Remember , I'll always support you no matter what .

Guy's !! Remember must support alright ?
Text me to inform me if you're coming , cause special discount will be given to my friends .
Hopefully you'all can come if you'all are free on that day . (:

Changing my attitude in progress .

2009-02-14T16:23:00.013+08:00

Went to SGH yesterday to visit my grandma together with my family .
After that they went to watch 歌台 at my house block here , Sister went to took a picture with this Actor .
I was like , LOL ?! -.-!
Cause many people kept looking at us . O_O

{ My da jie soooo pretty right ? Sometime she can be really mad !! '丽雅' Salon future Boss ! =/ }

Someone say she is my mother , LOL .
Maybe she look too 'Chao Lao' areadys . =/
Goshhh !! No offence uh . (:
Then we went to sing K with Sister they'all .
When we are standing the counter there to order food & drinks , some guy's kept disturbing me .
I don't know why , but I find them really irritating !! -.-!
Then Michelle kept laughing too , MAD !!
Can say that we are going there to CountDown for Valentine's Day ba .
Valentine's day lehs !! I ask her why she want to sing the 香水有毒 ?! ._.'''
Michelle were playing like mad . =/
2.45am , HOME SWEET HOME . [;

New Gan's for today ~!

2009-02-05T22:08:00.013+08:00

New Gan's for today .
Fadong Dear Dear ~!

Alrights , this few days I felt damn weird can ?!
Many weird things kept happening to me . O_O
2 days ago , which is tuesday , Donovan sent me a message .
He sent me many weird thing's duh , shall not mention .

Yesterday AhPang chat with me in MSN , it was like ages since we last talk !
I say miracle that you talk to me first , cause I always talk to him , but he always didin't reply me .
Then he say very I'm mean .
Please lorh , I'm not okays ! [; I'm friendly , please . (:
The first thing was , he sent me a link .
It was stated like this : '' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYKmd3gl0ls&NR=1
Hey got watch tis ppl tio kill at blk genna caught ? Listen to wat they say veri funny de .. I think must on full volume den can hear .. ''

People go & see ~! Just click on the link above .

I admit I damn stupid can , cause I believe what he said . =/
Then I go on the loudest ! GOSHHH ~!
Then of course , I shouted damn loud .
My mother & sister say I'm mad , LOL . -.-!
Johnson Pang ~! You idiot ! D;
Sorry to those people that got shock when I sent you'all the link , LOL . =/

Today I dream of something bad .
When I woke up , I found my face all wet .
Shall not mention any further , HAHAHA ~!

Then after that , Vernon scold me for no reason just like that ?!
Hey Boy ! If you want to play , I can alway's play with you til the end , alrights ?!

To another peepo .
Another thing , please STOP using unknown number to call or text me aready .
I feel irritated ~!

Hellos Peepo ~!

2009-02-03T01:08:00.012+08:00

Sunday , 01 February 2009 .

Went to 'Amk Hospital' with mummy , sister & Melody .

Saw JianDong & the rest at Tiong . -.-!

Went visit '陈伯' at hospital , cause he got a stoke . D;

After that , we train-ed to 'Amk Hub' at around 3 plus in the afternoon .

I step onto one uncle's foot , damn funny can ?! [;

Kelvin said he did went to 'Amk Hub' today at around 6 plus in the evening , LOL .

7 plus Mrt-ed to Tiong , cause sister wanted to buy some thingy .

Around 9.20pm , bus-ed 16 back home .

9.30pm , HOME SWEET HOME . (:

Monday , 02 Febrary 2009 .

Went to settle some thingy with sister first .

After that , train-ed to tampines to find Cheryl .

QiZhi don't want to come , think he lazy again luhs . -.-!

Ate the dessert at the kopitiam , then Cheryl went out to smoke .

After that watch 'The Wedding Game' . [;

I shall rate the movie for only 2 stars , cause I don't really like the whole story .

Whatever it is , it's a waste of my money i think . -.-!

Train-ed back to grandma house to visit her awhile at around 8.30pm .

10.30pm , HOME SWEET HOME . [;

Currently chating with Cheryl , QiZhi & YiYang on MSN .

Cheryl , I where got funny ? -.-! LOL .

YUMIKO♥由美子!

Exhausted.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

GRANDMA, REST IN PEACE.

JOY HO ZI YUN; HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNIVESARY!!

LALALA...

GAME-OVER!!

Happy Mother's Day!!

The salty coffee.

'丽雅LiYa' Unisex Salon.

I AM A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL!

Nothing but a heartache.

New gan's for today ! Xinyun`CoupleHoney ! <3 Sister's since 27/02/09 !

♥ 爱上你是我一生中 , 最大的幸福 。

I miss those day's .

21/02/09 ; 12am <3

No EverLasting Love .

Salon openning soon !!

Changing my attitude in progress .

New Gan's for today ~!

Hellos Peepo ~!

♥ 爱上你是我一生中 , 最大的幸福。